Month: October 2022

  • Setting Aside Feelings …

    Setting Aside Feelings …

    I’m sorry I was not feeling well and didn’t sound like myself when I was talking about being in pain and suicide I’m not suicidal I’m very proud of myself I walked for 3 hours and the causes for me feeling sick were probably because I compared not writing to suicide, meaning when you follow…

  • Personal Update …

    Personal Update …

    10-31-22 Still not feeling well today walked (3) hours today going on the treadmill again working through physical illness suicide and also work through pain taking Tylenol and continue to write until I can maintain a positive spirit and not be too vocal over how I think who or why would hurt me if I…

  • Before You Come Out with it Be a Good Sport …

    When you’re at your limits that can bring out the worst in you, as viewed yesterday, caps and upset and insult the common denominator to be diagnosed as schizophrenic. A losing hand in life, and a winning hand for a psychiatrist and his preferred patients; it could not be you actually, but that shouldn’t matter…

  • Personal Update …

    Published October 30, 2022 – # of Likes = 2436 Need time to rest this situation is causing me mental illness self harm and suicide therefore I cannot help others until I help myself. Need to take a break from blogging I can’t handle the day to day pressure (deadly) and insults, and having to…

  • On Treadmill for an Hour …

    On Treadmill for an Hour …

    Published October 30, 2022 – # of Likes = 2911 Trying to walk everyday that’s when I was best, most positive, encouraging, no paranoia, combatting voices with grace, not giving in to disability or weight gain. My life isn’t heavy it’s who’s watching is heavy and this you learn as a blogger online when there…

  • Not the Solution …

    If it takes opening up to say something that can be said in a few sentences then it becomes unnecessary to share that’s what happens in upset it won’t make sense unless it can be summarized and if the summary is not helpful then I don’t have to share taken down. A story is only…

  • Building Character …

    Building Character …

    I want you to draw a stick figure of a human on paper, then I want you to visually fill that space with all the things that represent you, how you feel, what you like, and what matters to you, this is a good exercise in creating an image of yourself that others will see,…

  • Personal Update …

    Feeling better today in a lot of pain yesterday. Tough subjects very painful to write openly on hope it came out good got a public like so that’s a good sign. Hope all is well … write a better public health paper think I was tired by the time I got to that subject will…

  • Not feeling well …

    It’s been a few months now can’t stay well keep getting sick physical pain headaches loss of sleep and difficulty moving. I’m doing my best to write still getting voices taunting it’s too painful … I need to get well to go back to work and may discontinue blogging since everything is so controversial and…

  • From a Public Health Perspective …

    Written 10-28-22 (follow-up research paper on my perspective right now will be written to-do #of Likes = 2625 From a public health perspective we are doing well however in terms of peoples feelings culturally and sexually I think could use some work in the humor department. There will be a time for combining forces and…