Tag: pain

  • Being Strong for Others …

    Being Strong for Others …

    A true test of character is who you are with the least amount of support, money, security, and assurances in life. This is the stuff that determines who you are as a person when you’re hurt broken scared defeated or seemingly losing in life to any diagnosis. What are you left with and what will…

  • When Are Feelings Not Shared …

    It’s hard to explain “changes” on the blog, that would worry anyone, afterall its my life and my future, my words, and the consequences I should face in life, so with all of that in consideration, in what way would a change in my mood, stance, or output disadvantage anyone to experience any other feeling…

  • Give People Time to Get Well …

    Give People Time to Get Well …

    Give people time to get well, in the time since leaving law school and visiting the US Supreme Court, I had my entire future in front of me, while in tote a huge loss that hurt my core, not finishing my JD after getting sick Spring 2011 dumped during finals, after calling for reassurance or…

  • Say No More … Remember When

    Say No More … Remember When

    Say no more … remember the days when we used to fret over the smallest details, blaming one another, in defense hurting one another, without remorse, that combative atmosphere creatively seems to have dwindled and waned over time, and I’d like to think it’s because we grew and are much bigger within, not the innocent…

  • Right Now … (re-blogged)

    Right Now … (re-blogged)

    Originally Published 07-13-22 Right now things are uncomfortable, things are time consuming, things are difficult, and everyone is trying to put together a picture of what is occurring and why, as well as hear from others to determine how things are happening and why, this is why we have the news, to hear testimony and…

  • It’s Not About Being Pretty …

    It’s Not About Being Pretty …

    Life’s not about being pretty and feeling beautiful that’s the misconception about happiness, is that of course happy people look well and seem pretty, like they have it all, but everyone is capable of not feeling good, getting sick, suffering from disillusionment, or not being loved. The balance is in feeling good and making others…

  • Lifes Not Easy …

    Lifes Not Easy …

    #laxcourthouse (Day 12) Sometimes the very fact of being well spoken is what bothers others, that you are either okay, or seem unaffected, and when it seems that you see clear, that intimidates the understanding of someone, who maybe does not agree with where your head is at in life, or mistakes your wellness, for…

  • Whats Too Much …

    Whats Too Much …

    #laxcourthouse (Day 11) By the time it feels like too much that is too late, and that’s to convince you that you don’t feel well, or deserve to not feel well, and that’s to hear what you say when you feel sick, and whether you say anything that purposefully hurtful or egotistical, whether its about…

  • Today I Got my First COVID-Vaccine …

    Today I Got my First COVID-Vaccine …

    Never get too comfortable, that’s the best way to show respect for others, where no leadership is required, where no attentions are needed, and that’s what makes a long line, seem like a short distance, that’s time moving by quickly, even if it seems like the wait is long, you’d be surprised, that the more…

  • Recently I Noticed …

    Recently I Noticed …

    Originally Posted 04-20-21 The past is treacherous, they were not nicknamed the Dinosaurs for no reason, they are so very proud of us, the last thing anyone wants who has lived life is to see anyone caught up in anything stupid, such as myself: modeling. Not my strength, I did audition twice at least to…