Tag: suffering

  • When I Give Up ….

    When I Give Up ….

    I have no explanation or justification for anyone’s displeasure with me. I can accept that all they heard was “don’t contact Todd” without concern for my best interests good will or positive effort to improve get help and offer my insights and updates as to my treatment along the way. No one ever asked for…

  • Email to my Boss ….

    Email to my Boss ….

    Sent: April 17, 2024 Following my “Resignation” April 8, 2024. Hello Britany: I hope this email finds you well. Just wanted to update you on my treatment options. I am going to see a new psychiatrist at Cedars on April 23rd, and will know by then if an additional IOP group therapy is recommended for…

  • Being Strong for Others …

    Being Strong for Others …

    A true test of character is who you are with the least amount of support, money, security, and assurances in life. This is the stuff that determines who you are as a person when you’re hurt broken scared defeated or seemingly losing in life to any diagnosis. What are you left with and what will…

  • When Are Feelings Not Shared …

    It’s hard to explain “changes” on the blog, that would worry anyone, afterall its my life and my future, my words, and the consequences I should face in life, so with all of that in consideration, in what way would a change in my mood, stance, or output disadvantage anyone to experience any other feeling…

  • Right Now … (re-blogged)

    Right Now … (re-blogged)

    Originally Published 07-13-22 Right now things are uncomfortable, things are time consuming, things are difficult, and everyone is trying to put together a picture of what is occurring and why, as well as hear from others to determine how things are happening and why, this is why we have the news, to hear testimony and…

  • Feeling Good …

    Feeling Good …

    Feeling good and being apart of is a part of life, whether you understand the meaning behind your feelings or experiences be able to go about life as you are, without feeling threatened by others. A lot of life is about confidences, like going to a Laker Game, or being out in public, its not…

  • It’s Not About Being Pretty …

    It’s Not About Being Pretty …

    Life’s not about being pretty and feeling beautiful that’s the misconception about happiness, is that of course happy people look well and seem pretty, like they have it all, but everyone is capable of not feeling good, getting sick, suffering from disillusionment, or not being loved. The balance is in feeling good and making others…

  • Only Later You Realize …

    Only Later You Realize …

    Once your troubles leave you you’ll have time to think more, but it’s the time period adjusting that can feel the most troublesome and time consuming, like getting yourself out of any rut in life, whether its addiction, a bad breakup, a state of paranoia, coming off a drug or alcohol, the recovery time is…

  • Overcoming Mental Illness …

    Overcoming Mental Illness …

    I think the key part of overcoming mental illness is to understand that whats going on inside of you is maybe not happening for most and that’s a good thing, so while its important to forewarn, and keep people updated about your recovery, its also not important to let everyoine know when you are sick…

  • Lifes Not Easy …

    Lifes Not Easy …

    #laxcourthouse (Day 12) Sometimes the very fact of being well spoken is what bothers others, that you are either okay, or seem unaffected, and when it seems that you see clear, that intimidates the understanding of someone, who maybe does not agree with where your head is at in life, or mistakes your wellness, for…