I think what qualified me for writing about life and speaking my mind, was that I found balance and success online as a blogger, and based on that positive allows me to write online without interference public, although in private there may have been a few tiffs. I think for the most part I’ve been good about not getting involved in any bullying or calling negative attentions to myself, and Im proud of myself for that, even with schizophrenia etc. I am able to speak, and not bother anyone to the extent that anyone is equally mad at me or indifferent toward me as part of a problem existing as to them.

I am saying this again, I mentioned it once in a quote, and is based off something I was told once “things get better” on my way to an AA meeting, because its relevant to now, when is there a joined feeling of things being up good and in the clear, and what is inhibiting a group from feeling good, what can be factored is your own feelings. So for example if Im not feeling well, I will not feel apart of a group, make believe or existing that I feel welcomed apart of, this is because we tell ourselves that we don’t belong and its common to isolate when youre not feeling good, which is the right thing to do, to get well to be around others. So that’s just my theory as to why do we not feel good together, it could be a perspective bringing you down (meaning assembling something that doesn’t make sense, which would be the caution of reading the work of someone with a mental health issue, to say will not lead one to a coherent thought or a clarity on issues) so that’s one example of content importance, clarity, and the ability for others to feel good by you, present, and focused, undisturbed. Undisturbed means that in no way when Im talking about life does anyone identify themselves as a person type then feel harmed by a description of a person type, not belonging or appearing that way, and I don’t think I write with conditions or characteristics of things not getting along, or not mixing well, is not my theory in life.