As someone with mental health issues, Im more than aware what it feels like when you integrate news, history, and what people think into your own perspective in life, and well aware that usually those with mental health issues are told to focus on less, just themselves, get off social media, and not integrate so much. I can understand, it can overwhelming to think of everything at once, so my discussions of the historical evidence which represents previous theories and companies established, would in no way be stated to take away from what people think and believe. Especially when it comes to looking at my pen name, which was not created in light of any other crime, based on words put together from stories about my own life, not in reflection of crime or any crime occurring past or present. When you come up with a name it is to represent something positive that you feel good about representing and that’s what creates your image in representation of the pen name that you choose. You live up to standard, not fall below standard, and if later your pen name comes to bring up other thoughts about life, well then you’ll have to discuss those points, when they arise. I think only until recently, people want to understand how my role online success wise, is capable of functioning to support Brady or help to prevent Gun Violence. What is Gun Violence prevention from my standpoint? Well you won’t know what Gun Violence is until you start keeping track and thinking about each incident as it occurs and in relationship to what you are doing and the content that you are providing, to whom is a team being made, what teams are being directed at whom and why, and what do you represent in terms of an idealized figure online, and as an idealized figure online, who does that make you responsible for protecting in general: all women and girls, against all crimes possible against women and girls, that would be providing a standard online, or a human being that gets along with everyone, is popular, is not attacked, is loved, and gets along with others, is successful, able to attend two law schools, able to make friends easily, and can get jobs. I also represent to men, what to value about women, awareness for womens health issues, and as a result hopefully to create for more compassionate men, who are protective, nurturing, and hard headed to most things causing mental illness, like excessive drinking, or drug use, all things society frowns upon.

As life would have it, as crime increased toward women, the stronger and the more successful my blog got, and the stronger and the more successful my chances of getting a job became. This represents a known correlation between female success online and employability and subsequent decreased crime rates directed toward women and girls. I think everyone has an interest in not being targeted, and Im lucky enough that anti-semitism is the only cause for dislike, fortunately, Im half Asian and by looks am followed by people all over the world are attracted to me, including the countries you think are muslim or terrorist nations, so that’s a good sign that Im not a threat to any community online or in real life, because Im not a threat to any community or country who values women, and protects their women. I think therefore the basis of world peace is for mental health prevention to women and girls, and this includes what is passed down from generation to generation, including online, how to preserve the mental health of women, who should not be exposed to lesser lifes, or negative viewpoints towards men, society, and other races, the more threatened you are the more you have to fear in life, and no race should live under threat to the existence of any race, disease, or disability, should not affect or be viewed as a contagion, upon which any race or gender would be denominated in life, thought less of.

What is compounding the issues?

• When things are good, do you make things hard.
• Do you explain the stress associated with those who don’t write reading your work.
• Can you get a handle of what other people want you to say, speaking from your shoes.
• Do you know how to represent yourself, in a way that doesn’t reflect poorly upon others.
• When you speak do you recognize people to be stronger by you or more insecure.
• What do you take personally if anything, are others aware of your weaknesses disability.
• In what way does overcoming mental health issues make you a peer advocate.
  • I attempted suicide, and then went to two law schools, hospitalized 9x.
  • I went through two major breakups, and finally fell in love again 10 years later.
  • I didn’t date past the point of getting Cancer, and have since battled against Cancer.
  • I have love for all people, including Gay people, experienced the experience to know.
  • I have awareness for people’s need to be loved and comfortable with themselves.
  • Im aware of the importance of having personality and being lively and welcoming.
  • Im a warm person, I recognize that once you get strong you can help others.
  • I have been through all stages of giving up, physical illness, and overdosing quitting.
  • I am able to attend meetings and support groups, which makes me accountable.
  • I know when Im feeling sick to call 911 and they make the decision to send me hospital.
  • I know that if Im not sure whats wrong with me, to tell someone, so Im not sick alone.
  • I know that if Im ever made uncomfortable online to check what Im saying, how Im saying it, and who is it affecting, and if I don’t feel good, means to say it better, simple.
• Do you know what mental health professionals want? They want you to make things easy not difficult, not speak off the deep end (which would be talking about history, crime, gun violence, news, sexuality, and law), they want you to be the famous person people see and able to put together everything that’s being made to speak to the diagnoses that everyone has. They want people to feel better being apart of, they don’t want others to feel bad by you, recovered.
• Not to make anyone vulnerable, do you speak clearly, or are you not speaking clearly. What’s not clear (anything about anyone, any upset, any questions, or things you think are wrong, means that you are not clear, and will not be reinforced, and not okay to talk like that). What is speaking clearly (positive, what are your plans, what are you thankful for, what is your day like, what do you want to do in life, who are you thinking of dating). Whats not clear (calling police to ask questions, reporting to the FBI, being frauded, being exposed online naked, being embarrassed, being scolded, unrecognized distress, feeling bullied by voices) voices means youre not clear.
• Why does voices mean your not clear? Voices means that you have a chaos or a psychosis that is connected to you aura or sense of being that is your responsibility to create a peace within you and around you so that your body and your mind does not experience a psychosis around you. Psychosis can be caused by a pressure directed toward you not pleased by you, it can be because of an anger toward you, whatever the reasons, until you do what is right and say what is right will the psychosis, chaos, and auditory delusion leave you, otherwise its by what is not clear about you, is thought to be around you, or a torment or “haunting” they think is related to your life or your past brought upon you, that no one can help you with. How is the past “haunting” when people think that someone has died as a result of something you’ve not done for others, they will perceive you being haunted by not doing enough, to say that you doing more is because you have a guoilt of not doing enough, so that you thinik more is prevention, based on people thinking of you doing less was not prevention, and that’s how someone performing looks bad or is made to be reasoned as being good for guilt, or leaving psychosis, or not creating for it. I think psychosis is created: (1) under threat (2) separation (3) fear of crime (4) misunderstood (5) teamed up against (6) intruded or invaded (7) vulnerable (8) disconnect (9) not writing.

Psychosis is a lack of clarity being directed toward you, which can be undone by writing to undo the lack of clarity in another as directed toward you, and that’s what undoes the stress or the uncertainty of a feeling of things not being right hearing from you. That’s not co-dependence between you and another side or voices, that’s treating the condition of fear or stress that is resulting from something not being said, or something being interpreted as bad feeling.

Bad feelings are bad, because when people get bad feelings they think something bad is going to happen. So part of having mental health issues, means that you allow for others to be in control of you, and to go by what others say, and part of the problem, is that if you don’t go by what others say, in what way is anything that you are saying going against what they say, and in what way do people think that you being well is going against what people say, so people go against you.

I think when people go against you, they are taking personally, that no beds were available at the hospital the two times I went and sent home, means that my condition was not so disorganized and I didn’t say anything that didn’t make sense (or sound like a threat there was no fight in me or toward me in life, or about me period) or sound like I was in danger or anyone else, is why I was sent home, they hospital can tell if you are not arranged correctly if you don’t sounds good, if they are not okay by you, if you look weird, you will be hospitalized, there is not way of getting out of hospitalization when people think you look and sound like it.

Who are the extremist that are mentioned in the text that poses a threat to Jewish communities, particulary as a Jewish woman raised, how should I be affected or threatened or inherit a fear of exrtremist in regards to Jews in general, and in what way are my mental health issue viewed or evidence a “perceived threat” thought that I believe or excuse for a condition existing elsewhere that either my condtion is not believed to represent or defend against, or claim that any evidence exists between any time I was treated for a condition, and Jews being bombed in Israel, in what way does the failure of my condition (due to self-harm voices) result in a increased likelihood of threat to the Jewish people, and what proof exists that me in treatment correlates with an increased rate of threat posed to the Jewish people. Therefore if a coreelation is believed to exists between my health my condition or treatment condition, then as evidenced, who is being sought to be empowered by disempowering me or labeling me terminology to make who feel better, an exisiting or possible side made stronger who poses a threat to a specific community, race or religion and why, and if those are who is empowered an increased probability for crime, then in what way does me staying well and not belonging in a hospital, reflect my belief in keeping others safe, and not using my identity in a dramatic way be made to look mentally ill when Im not feeling sick, self-harming, or hearing voices, or suicidal, if history shows that when in states of mental health issues I cannot help others or cannot defend others, then there is no positive purpose in sending me to the hospital to blame me for any negative conditions occuring socially or poltically as a result of being considereds “sick,” who’s condition fails when a person is considered “sick” besides the person considered “sick” whoever witnessed a person well, will be made to feel like they are at a loss, to a person who they believed in or understood, causes a disappointment to people which then justifies the continuance of crimes, by making people side with crime as a consequence or a repercussion in common to how I am doing “not well.” Someone who is known and “not well” becomes people knowing in common someone “not well” to restrain the people from being affected by crime by associating what has occured or can occur is based on “failure existing here to this person” to designate things not going well as reflective of “this person’s condition not well, who is here.” This is how a well person, a functioning member of society, is made to inherit the feelings of those “who feel I am not well” and think that by me being forced to admit Im not well “is to explain for what is not well evidenced by crime” and think that removal of me from a location or placement in a hospital protects people by taking the person who people are connected with, and separating them from others, and leaving people disconnected from who is blamed or considered sick, to attempt to address crime “by removing a person from work, location, and all people.” Therefore hospital is being used to disconnect a person who they think is affecting or casuing crime or people to not feel well, blaming a condition of guessing whats wrong, to be answered by a thought negative of a person “sick” to say crime is because this person is sick, or crime is because this person is well, to say people should be scared when a person is well, to say last time a person was well crime happened, and we thought she was sick, and not being hospitalized, is being used to blame me for leaving a condition existing in others who dont feel good about me, think I belong in a hospital, so my response to crime is to (1) not belong in a hospital (2) not cause any crimes (3) write without getting voices or self-harm (4) prevent people feeling bad by me, by staying well and working, and when working, make sure who is strong is not criminals or people working against people who are good, things should be better if I work. So working is to be better, so things get better, and hospital is not to be used as a response to crime, to blame me as connected to something bad occurring I get sick by. Hospital is not to prosecute me for crimes Ive not committed caused by criminals.

Published 04-06-23