When something bad happens to you that becomes the secret, and its based on what is spread about you known that becomes the common terminology when the thought of you enters the mind of another, short ways in which people seek to define you, or you of yourself, and that in turn affects the application of your story and identity when trying to make sense of lets say music or film, sometimes what people identify as being your issue, once identified by someone else, becomes support in common to who is known in common, and Im sure that a term or diagnosis is also used to do the same, its whether you should be thought of at all to begin with is the dilemma, of where knowledge comes from, a place where you cannot think, or a person who things don’t work out for, would be a hard person to concentrate on or know, if it would affect a persons adjustment to the world and perception of reality and how they come to know and understand content and the basis for content.

So what bad happened to me is relevant on the basis of where I am post incident, that’s how you go from belonging places, to not belonging places, when something is known or shown about you that makes people think of you in the negative, that then becomes the secret adaptation of terminology to account for whether that be a diagnosis or people mapping out a solution to your dilemma or problem, remember things cant get worse so long as you don’t give up.

It shouldn’t matter how a story is made about you to be adapted, and once a scene is integrated in a movie on a baseball field (that only relates to you based on the incident in which a photo was posted alongside nude photos of you online, that was not yours) to mean that the baseball field in the Elvis Presley movie relates to me, by the content produced on that website shown, to memoralize the line in another movie “There’s Something About Mary,” “have to seen my baseball” if that was to be related to me on that basis someone seeing and knowing that information in common, would recognize that to mean me or remember an incident inappropriate, and that’s the only way in which my identity would be connected in any way to an Elvis Presley movie.

Sometimes the underlying meanings derived from content, are to support those who were exposed to those images, protect their sense of security and peace of mind, to have an issue addressed, in terms of the images themselves being inappropriate, and for the blame to be placed on the woman in the image, and without consideration for the man requesting, becomes the basis of seeing you as stupid, and changes your identity from a woman who is not comfortable naked, to a woman who is seen naked, and to then be compared to people who expose themselves who are considered criminal who should not be seen and who people see and should not see parts of a persons body in public or private.

So that’s how modeling or fitness gets denounced when you show yourself to a man interested in your sexually, those become the photos that you get judged as being stupid by and that is what causes the voices in which you get punished as though it was your idea, and you get called names on the basis of you enjoying something not deserved as though you don’t have the life and look of a woman who you love and feel loved by, is when a woman gets mistreated to protect a man who hurts her, and makes a woman look bad based on education and how stupid she looks, and that becomes the insensitivity that is not defended by the police when requests are made to take down a website that is hurtful and untrue about myself. I am loving, Im not masculine or speak in an octave gay or inappropriate to men who are nice to me, and I don’t carry a mental illness mental with regards to how people can make you look and feel stupid, that happens when you are put on meds, and people don’t respect you and that’s how you get hurt, and based on where you are treated or what the issue is is how people lose respect for you, thinking you are at a bottom in life, or a guilty, or not spiritually sound, or sensitive to the issues of others.

All I know is when things are not right and people are dying is when to make things right, and although you may not have the power to make people feel well and heal, don’t let anyone take your power away and tell you that you being sick is solution, to who is dying or feeling sick now, if the issue is honesty and guilt, it’s the basis a nude website that’s the controversy and disappointment, that’s the cause for disrespect, that’s the cause for voices mental illness, that’s the cause for schizophrenia.

04-02-23