Because of who I am instead of graduating to take on the role of peer support, instead hospitalization resulted, due to acceptance or difficulty accepting diagnosis of “schizophrenia” which hurts my feelings, hurts my future, my livelihood, my ability to recover, live life, and fails to prevent suicide, so what is the goal in calling me schizophrenic, its to enable for bullying and for blame and to blame me for a condition I don’t have as excuse to explain mass shootings, while hurting me, to blame me for passing a condition to explain for an offenders mental illness, that accusing me of carrying is solving what. Convincing me Im sick and others that Im sick causes death to me, it prevents me from recovering, and doesn’t stop or solve bullying, it doesn’t cure voices and makes voices worse, and instead of viewing me as well spoken educated and not harmful, instead it was diagnosed as accusing me of causing a harm to others that Im not causing. So in what way have the lives of others been affected, its using my fame and notoriety to accuse me of failing to impress or accuse me of being stupid or at fault, or make fun of the justice system as something that anyone can tell or accuse the legal profession as being able to solve schizophrenia or knowing what to do or how to handle a hurtful diagnosis. So what in turn has resulted instead of a growing problem “mental health issues” or cured stated of acceptance for “mental health issues” or view me as normalizing or prevented discrimination of those suffering, it was sought to accuse me of causing suffering or being mentally ill when Im not to blame me for a growing problem of mental health issues, and to call my mental health schizophrenia is to cause permanent damage and insult worsen my condition with the end result to blame me for mass shootings and blame “schizophrenia” as causing mass shootings and accuse me of having something no one else has, to think that torture or hurting me protects normal mental health issues and accuse me of having abnormal mental health issues. Means what that not caring if I commit suicide or punch my head and get voices, means that no one cares how I feel or how Im being discriminated and also that no one knows how to prevent mass shootings, by calling me schizophrenic and blame me for making a shooter sick or anyone else sick or accuse me of making everyone sick or being sick, to accuse mental health issues of everyone as causing mass shootings, so whether you tried to isolate blame me to me, whats least respected is hospitalization or ER because Im famous, and hospitalization makes me look stupid or having failed like I shouldn’t be sick or its not okay for me to be sick, and mass shootings cant be prevented convincing everyone of terms or words hurtful means the same goal is in mind, however stated, accuse me mental health as causing mass shootings, so that was the goal in hurting my feelings bullying is to blame me, so in the event it occurs to further blame me, so Im not asking for legal help or help period, its clear I cant control what people think or bullying, so long as anyone gives up on me, that me staying alive, is not give up and not harm others. And not be used to blame or excuse for mass shootings, and not be read and insulted treated as sick.