I was dropped as a patient and diagnosed with “schizophrenia” and suffered embarrassment and public humiliation and I recovered anyways hospitalized or not, and if it’s not about mental health and if “voices” differ for me than everyone who gets voices why are my voices labeled bad? So it’s not my frustration it’s questioning the obsession with punishing me and humiliating me as though I don’t get it or speak disorganized. As someone who’s own humanity is not recognized with some unrealized expectation for insult and using my identity for politics affixing labels to my name as though I’m strong enough to take insult or change is a sore misuse of my time on earth to suffer and be wrongfully accused of non compliance or not making sense.

When the undertone is hostility and emergency demands are made and I’m ignored and nothing explained to me or feedback given you wonder what their truth is as communicated by how I’m treated expected to believe. #scotus

I took the risk to go back to blogging and launched a whole new website in response to shootings and instead of being commended for fighting mass shootings I’m being insulted as though I’ve done something wrong or am at fault for something in court not communicated to me in writing or by a Judge, means I was more than generous to share about how controversial this lawsuit was and what it taught it me about life and what people think is your fault or what your capable of having done wrong and all the ways you can be excluded discriminated from a job at a DAs office, ridiculed made fun of, intimidated, threatened, competed with, and instead of acknowledging all the hard work I’ve done be pestered as though my attitude reflects no comprehension of what life is about or who is loved or made fun of.