I just completed my first week of PHP, partial hospitalization program (9:30am-3:30pm) Monday – Friday. I previously attended a residential program for 22 days, was hospitalized for 11 days, and went to rehab for 8 days and now I’m in sober living, without a car, living in a home with other women.

It’s been a change, getting used to it, chores, therapy, house managers managing us. It’s a good experience so far. My Moms hoping I learn some independence while I’m here and get work ready apply for jobs while living here and work a job while living here. So far so good we’ll see. I’ve been interviewing at Forrest Lawn for a Paralegal job I’m waiting to hear back from. It’s a permanent placement.

Recently have been suffering from a little writers block actually. Not sure why I’m usually able to write non-stop. Maybe still getting used to being on Straterra and off of adderrall. It’s been a good change no voices and have refrained from the usual frustrations that come out in writing while suffering with voices. So thanks for bearing with me I know I put my readers through a few loops once in awhile so thank you.

I’ve been busy attending AA meetings, and luckily bumped into a few members I know from the years back I attended. I even bumped into an ex, that was nice to see him. As a blogger who stopped going to AA 2017 those years I missed meetings were crucial I ended up suffering from voices started around the time I stopped going to meetings. So it’s been nice to be back and see a few familiar faces. I also got a new Sponsor who I’ve been working with, plan on going through the 12 steps again.