Sent: April 17, 2024

Following my “Resignation” April 8, 2024.

Hello Britany:

I hope this email finds you well. Just wanted to update you on my treatment options. I am going to see a new psychiatrist at Cedars on April 23rd, and will know by then if an additional IOP group therapy is recommended for me. 

I am so sorry to have had to disclose all of this to you, I was hoping to discharge on April 9th and be able to have a scheduling conversation with you to decide when I would be ready to work full time. I was told March 26th by the Judge that my case would be dismissed, that he needed letters from treatment, and would be accepted into his diversion program. Since Todd Spitzer is the only person I talked to for 3 years updating him, I’ve tried many times to discontinue speaking to him, and believed that I could be afforded the privilege to have someone to talk to in private, but since I’m not allowed to contact him, the Judge is being hard on me. I will be given another opportunity to not have anything placed on my permanent record which would prevent me from being able to get a job. This time I’m not talking to anyone, quit messenger (which the Attorney General has access to now reads), and told that the Judge did not view the treatment I was in was rigorous enough, and my Attorney and Thrive told me that I was being sent away, which my insurance has not approved more treatment, so it was cancelled. Upon being brought into a room to tell me the circumstances, I decided to notify you, of a plan decided without me, in which they told me that treatment was more important than my job, not understanding how well I was doing and how difficult it is to get a job in law.

I am so sorry to have court or treatment interfere with my ability to work and move forward in life. I was proud to be working for you, and without adderrall, which was challenging but doable. I appreciate your willingness to work with me and to accommodate my schedule without question. I know that I have it in me to do everything that I need to do to prove myself, even if I’m made to start over, I am confident that I am strong enough to prove to a Judge that I mean well, intended no harm by trying to meet Todd or message him, and do my best to not contact anyone for the rest of my life, unless by email to court or to my Attorney. 

It is because of my disability that I get sued for “civil harassment” usually by men I meet or later reach out to and talk to without replies, who meet me, hear from me, see my pictures, and then communicate to others that I’m mentally ill, when it’s something about me disclosed but should not be the right of people to pick and choose whether I need to go to the hospital or based on what I look like or sound like, be asked to leave or told who I can and cannot talk to. I think I do a great job of keeping to myself, having been independent my whole life, lost touch with all my friends, and now get replies from all my friends, including Sydney Simpson.

I’m working really hard on being independent, blogging, earn the privilege to write a book (with a proper mindset and experience publishing online for 7 years), and live a positive life that doesn’t require me to talk to government officials or public figures for what I believe is informing or asking questions or being cautious in life about blogging or writing online, let alone fall in love or become attached to people I think are in my life who are not. That’s the boundary I have come to accept in life as a blogger, that everyone can check on you and read your work, but no one knows you for your work or knows of your connections in life, and that choosing a public figure to like makes me look bad and suffering the consequences of being viewed as inappropriate and for my mental health to be under such heavy assessment right now. 

(My Last Job Circumstances): What happened as a blogger when I started my last job at Asadi and Associates was that I had to get a website taken down mymollydollfan.com which was published by an ex pen pal in Texas, an older man, who I don’t know, who made me model for him then shared those pictures online along with hateful terms and descriptions of me in public, which was humiliating and embarrassing, all I got was a revenge porn police report, but because I didn’t know his name or address couldn’t file a restraining order, as a result with problems I tried to work for DA Todd Spitzer and tried to meet him to describe my circumstances, being diagnosed disorders which hurt in a permanent way insulting, and for those diagnoses to result in people bullying me and being hateful toward me, who I don’t even know. 

Becoming successful as a blogger with 300k views currently, was empowering and took a lot of hard work, putting myself out there and facing a hurtful diagnosis by speaking in public publishing videos of me talking about issues concerning me and to share empowering messages to an audience of what I’m going through, what I believe, and show who I am after a hate website was made of me (that ex pen pal is blocked but he keeps trying to come back into my life, and used to send me death threats photos of him holding a gun pointed at me, and no one could help me, instead I was punished for this person being in my life and hurting me).

I seem to overcome hardship well, in spite of any disability, have been through some very mentally challenging experiences and suffered the consequences, including identity theft and my edd money being robbed by a fake Leonardo Dicaprio meeting company. I only saw Ari Emanuel once at a Laker game and used to take golf lessons at Riviera Country Club where he is also a member, but have only worked one job in Film Distribution my first full time job 9am-9pm where I was told that once I completed a year internship would be considered for hire. I’ve applied to Endeavor before, their legal department. 

(What explains short-term work less than 6 months): The pattern then is doing well and functioning, on meds, and for some period to be reached in which I’m judged as tired or difficulty performing, and for that to be upsetting to a Boss, and be the reasons for leaving a job, if ever I need to rest. Prior to 2018 I used to work jobs for a year even if they were internships my problem was not leaving and staying. 

(How being sued has affected my ability to apply for jobs without my record being expunged and for that to be reason to be ignored without a Masters in Law from Thomas Jefferson School of Law): In spite of having been sued, being on different meds, means I’ve started jobs having done my best with experience knowing it takes a fews days and weeks and months to adjust and learn the job, and you should keep going. So I think I made the right decision to tell you, based on the increasing pressure and criticism of me, having done my best got a job, attended every group and required meeting while in treatment, taking few rest days or missed sessions to go to a doctors appointments for a new heart valve leak (October 2023) and pancreatitis notified of during my time in treatment when work started. It’s not my goal to get in trouble, getting in trouble means a loss of support, more pressure to work, face more difficulty to get a job, train hard to be able to work used to do cardio everyday and ran a half marathon, and used to read stacks of books before applying to jobs to know if I was ready to apply, and even hired a life coach Sable Worthy recommended to me by my elementary school teacher, who apparently went to the same high school as me, Windward. Who taught me to keep applying, during the time I was selected to be interviewed by you, I had already been applying and interviewed and because of Sable’s advice kept sending out my resume, even after being asked to interview, and was lucky to be noticed by you, Sable Worthy was the one who helped me create a one page resume.

I appreciate your professionalism in handling my work schedule and helping me to come to a decision, although affecting you, was not worth it for me to abide by the “don’t tell your Boss anything rule when it comes to employment.” I am so sorry if I have disappointed you in any way. I hope my honesty is helpful without creating excuses for my circumstances now, which is my job to be in control of what happens to me in life, and not be punished for any communications period.

I just moved home and left treatment, my Mom thought it would be a good idea for me to have roommates and lived in a sober living for 5 months, and was allowed to work from home in my room at my Mom’s apartment. I have a great support group now of women I can call friends, and am welcome to visit the house for meetings and dinners, or call the house manager anytime to talk. That was the secret plus court, I am so sorry things didn’t work out in the positive for me court wise. Still more work to be done, I won’t know for how long I’ll be in court until dismissal, and appreciate your initial openness to let me come back to work on a project basis.

A lot to process in order to move forward and work again, almost there. 

I am sorry to have affected you, and to have to disclose so much of what went wrong for me, previously, and I guess currently being punished for, and just hope that my case gets dismissed and the Judge credits me for all the treatment I received August until now, hospitalized 3x, residential home, rehab, and sober living. My previous attorney was Frances Prizzia who didn’t have me attend court and then demanded all my medical records and told me I’m going to jail and that she got a call from the Attorney General, and that’s when I relapsed started drinking in rebellion, and it ruined my relationship with my then boyfriend ex-boyfriend Rob Debakey who’s known me since 2007. So I’m sure the lesson is I am not allowed to talk to anyone, I’m even criticized for calling the police or having a medical emergency or questions if I need help, so this is the current punishment of me, no matter where I live. The only way I am able to recover from an otherwise hard life being retaliated on or bullied as a result of being sued, is to get to a healthy place mentally be strong no matter what meds I am on, and work. I think I was happiest, most healthy, and productive when I was blogging every day kept me busy and it was a way for me to speak in writing, that’s not limited to text messages I’m criticized for.

It has been my experience dating that people don’t text or read, so that’s my difficulty no one talks to me, not even in IOP or group therapy, and as a blogger, a way for me to not be hurt by disinterest or difficulty, and accept my disposition, is to blog, where I can be myself and talk to people, get positive feedback and help others.

Please let me know what you need from me to be eligible to work again for you. If you want I can keep you posted send updates. I was going to have my Attorney Cyrus Tabibnia call you, to discuss court, he has been the one talking to everyone and the Judge, so please don’t hesitate to contact him to get a more positive concise perspective on things, he seems to be more confident than me, I’m clearly scared.

Sincerely,

Leslie Fischman