Sometimes improvement isnt good enough, and you may continue to face adversity by whats called delusion “bullying voices,” and there can be no way to address what is causing or creating voices. The point of feeling good and doing your best, is so that you don’t inherit voices, from doing things in life, with threat of exposure, is when your privacy becomes important to your mental health. I can say that in the time it took to address court and voices, I lost 1,000 followers in the UK, and that was a following I was proud of. Sometimes evidence of being smart isn’t good enough to prove the worth of your writing. As of now Im worth $20/hr legal writing or $50/page writing and publishing books.

I think this openness about mental health, the consequences you face to discussing previous conditions, or experiences, can do you a detriment, and can prevent you from getting well. The best way to overcome mental health issues, is to listen, court or not, hospital or not, job or not, death or not, disability or not, if it’s a tough road, that’s something you must overcome, and it will always be your job to figure out how to just be in life, so you are not attacked by voices, or to any extremes your writing suffer in professionalism or addressing of topics. Don’t cut back on professionalism online, for the sake of losing your mind or mental health in the face of adversity. Voices are something you cant defend yourself against, it’s a permanent condition with no cure, that gets worse the more negative attention is brought, or when words are used to cause you defamation, embarrassment, and humiliation in the face of your peers and audience. As far as I know, as a result of being exposed online, humiliated, shown naked, called things that are untrue about my sexuality, likes or dislikes, or record, isn’t doing a public service to then punish me and call me schizophrenic for being bullied, which terms used, and having problems punching my head (suicidal). That’s how I went from being hurt and victimized, to changing the viewpoint of me and calling me inappropriate or not proper. I think if I graduated from law school and popular in the UK, that means I’m proper, and if my best friend is Sydney Simpson and I know OJ and Nicole Brown Simpson since age 4 on every family vacation, that is also my family, if they stayed with me summers in high school home from Miami, not me imaging I am someone I am not, or use Kim Kardashian, to make fun of my body and sexuality and who I am a law student. Let’s get the influence straight, I got fit ran everyday, flew to DC, left law school, lost two boyfriends, hospitalized. Let’s be clear on whatever happens to me happens to whoever I know, or whoever is reading. Let’s credit me for being a successful blogger who helps others, was sober, employed, and completed 7 months of treatment. Once you try to change the narrative, that’s defamation to use words, or knowledge of a condition “bullying voices” to let me hurt by what is now an incurable disease which is schizophrenia, and say it’s my fault if I’m sick. I refuse to live in a world, where people make up diagnosis and narratives about you, doing things to you, not recognizing that you are famous and important, and work hard, doesn’t mean I should be punished,

Things get better the harder you work to make things better. There will always be standards required for people to be famous, and always testing of your skills and expertise, under pressure, or under threat, but the solution for any problem getting worse, whether it’s celebrity deaths or mass shootings, let’s make one thing clear how getting well, being popular, working hard, getting jobs, graduating, is doing everything in my power to get well, stay well, and be able to help others. I think the best way to prevent celebrity death even if I’m famous, is to live a life, that’s not offensive to me, and also not offensive for anyone else to watch or witness. I have a feeling that as a writer, there can be some confusion as to which types of people benefit from reading, I’ve not discriminated a single group, I’ve not disadvantaged or been insensitive toward a single issue. Sometimes what you are about preventing, will become about whether you are capable of preventing celebrity death, or mass shootings, will be by my content, my respects in life, overcoming mental illness “bullying voices,” and not be viewed as mentally ill. I think being online is proving that Im well, an excellent writer who got As in school and given a writing award and graduated with honors, so I’m sure whatever lesser version is being motivated by revisiting bullying or voices as an issue, is to create that disrespect of me, or discomfort in my audience, so that’s how bullying affects an audience, you don’t get follows, people leave, and by discussion of voices or court, people stop reading. So whatever was proven by my life getting worse after treatment, is whatever it’s turned out to be and those are my own challenges I face and must overcoming individuality. I think bullying voices, forget all the moments I ran outside everyday, sang, modeled, auditions, almost got a part in a movie, got paid jobs as a paralegal, it will never be an issue that can be made better, it will always be a word that’s hurtful and causes me to punch my head, my job is to live a life in which Im not called something Im not, or face an illness I cannot prove which there is no cure for. There may never be a justification for how you are treated in life, and no truth good enough, all that matters is that I continue to live a long and successful life, grow as a writer, and start earning an income.