#scotus: What does anger and insult mean directed toward me? If from someone I love loved was the only person I focused on and left all friendships and school means what about you? If your not trusted you punch your head and give up even if you’re not doing anything wrong and why? Me: Because being human is about what other people can tell and what they think and what they sense and if somethings wrong in their mind about you, what should you do? Stay home not go out stay sober and what else? Not rebel or be wrongfully accused of being a slut or devaluing myself. Why? Because if he apologized and I shared my story if everyone identifies with him and punishes me then that’s the identity carried on and forward of who to identify with as knowing me closely and what happens to how I feel or who I am, face risk of be treated as a wrongdoer why is that done to you? So that your judged as not to take seriously, not to be loved, not to hire, accused of rebellion, and why is that done to say if sick it’s your fault, to demand honesty and punish ridicule and aggravate, therefore what’s wrong is (1) demands (2) seen or not seen (3) busy or running 🏃‍♀️ focused on myself (4) grades failing and romance failing (5) and what’s the “gone” joke? It’s about loss of respect for my mental health using sex or independent lifestyle to punish me and when someone I love is punishing me what happens? #scotus: She gets suicidal (is what punching her head and pulled over was traveling isn’t cheating visiting court and seeing her best friend) and being honest and this story should not have amounted to Sydney’s cousin Aaron Brown dying with the same name as my Chapman boyfriend of 4 years recently texting last seen when sick in the middle of a lawsuit scared and ending up in the ER repeatedly.