Mass Shooting Prevention to me, is about being well enough to help first and foremost whatever happens to you 10 years later, can be solved by simply re-telling events as they occurred until a solution is accepted for prevention, and be able to teach others what to do, in the event they don’t know how to help, and if there is ongoing trauma. Mental health is required to travel, appear in court, visit the US Supreme Court, be in law school, blog online. Aurora was a shocking mass shooting, that doesn’t justify a pattern to occur for any reason. Prevention to me was visiting the US Supreme Court, introducing myself to legislation signing guest books with my information, being told to visit the MLK Memorial, and keeping in touch with my best friends. The lines got blurred when this issue became what prompted me to tear down a poster on Wilshire that I found to be offensive use of President Barack Obama’s face. It’s only now 10 years later that mental illness and mass shooting prevention is being questioned, based on my health, and forgetting I worked recovered was well, and what made me important and able to help. Sometimes mass shootings can’t be justified by blaming people as causes or coming to believe that knowing a story or hearing terms you think are code for belonging to any one identity, is something I’m supposed to immune from not capable of solving myself, by driving to Orange County talking to police interviewed, driving to Cook’s Corner, making videos and talking to the people at that establishment, to tell them who I am and who I volunteer for. And those are conscious efforts to prevent mass shootings moving forward by paying attention to the use of words like Kings Supermarket, or Laguna, in addition to also not overlooking, intimate partner homicides bringing up the famous OJ Simpson case, however it was made to become more famous, or more well known, throughout the years, doesn’t change the complexity of the issues, no matter from what angle, or no matter what anyone believes. Sometimes people don’t know why you’re strong and that’s how you get hurt. Sometimes mental health can cause you to not be loved, rejected, or sued in a writing in which an Attorney who doesn’t know me called me “mentally ill” with a medical history of being treated and on meds. Instead of viewing help as having anything to do with who I am today, instead it should be recognized that I am well and able today, having learned those lessons in life, and what type of life I was afforded to live in life, and only now 2024, has mental illness become some justification for words schizophrenia or harassment, continuing to accuse me of needing anything from anyone, or accusing my knowledge belief and solution as mental illness, maybe its my intelligence that others are in disbelief, maybe its time people think I have to be stuck in bed, maybe the truth isn’t some incomprehensible dream joke, about my law school applications, or wonder if Barack Obama knew me. Respect occurs when you are living life, and no one has anything to worry about you, now its clear that people expect their voices to be heard through me and its become an emergency as to what I sound like with an imagined side against, changing my writing from relatable, to not making sense, and for everything Ive not said in the positive or clear enough becomes the mistake in writing that stands out, or impetus for dislike. To me voices becomes an issue in which you are made to sound mentally ill to someone else, who then sees you as guilty or inappropriate, so that’s forgetting everything I have written and all the years of my life spent well, and not recovering based on at what points did care get dropped, and it’s clear that mass shootings and talking to Todd Spitzer played a huge role in me losing support and not being protected from harm, and still required to figure out the solution, even after 7 months of treatment and losing my job, it became necessary to address Laguna Woods, on a level of expectation accuse me of being hated, sick or a failure, or sounding stupid, or offensive to someone capable of committing a mass shooting. If the respect issue doesn’t make sense or the terms, simply means to be alone and not ask for help from anyone, so long as Im suffering, and continue to take the time to address mass shootings and what is help, without being harmed, or sued, as though I should know, or accuse me of carrying on in life, in any way wrongfully accuse me of enjoying life or not having suffered I have. Let’s make clear that love occurs after war, in the middle of mass shootings, mass devastation, crime, and “code conflicts” over whether or not Im known, made fun of, or misinterpret content to mean Im offensive is not what the Elvis movie was for or Jamie Lee Curtis’s award, who was a pen pal on Instagram. Please don’t forget what the solution is a world in which people can forget mass trauma and mass shootings and carry on in life, and that if it’s a code that can be prevented, then becoming a character who is influential and successful and intelligent and loved and publish books, is the kind of respect I deserve, for helping to prevent mass shootings. I assure you that once you change my life to be about mental illness, this doesn’t help stop school shootings, to accuse me of being sick or not a survivor, or incapable of preventing the spread of a disease or dislike accuse me of having unlikeable characteristics. Something medicine can’t help me with, is growing up knowing OJ, comprehend how I ended up in the hospital, or express compassion if victimized, please don’t forget the years on meds and who helped me, and please don’t turn things into disliking me, not relating to me, damage my image, or not trust my opinion and hard work over 10 years while continuing to work. Maybe you don’t appreciate my Instagrams, and maybe the intent in calling me things is provoking some sick other version of me, where there is disagreement or dissatisfaction with what I have to say. Sometimes the truth isn’t guilt unexposed, its effort that is not acknowledged and death that shouldn’t have to explain the difficulty in being devoid of harm, which is what life is entitled to, to continue on without causing sickness to those who witness war.