So we are making progress in crisis, no voices, messaged a little, did my best to stay sober, took night meds, rested in bed, today’s a new day. Got a reply from Texas DA, is a lucky response means that what I submitted was respondable which is great based on being sued and called stuff that means I need to be careful of what others think not offend anyone, glad to work hard and also be good on tone no matter to whom not make mistakes in directing tone to anyone, confuse voices with reality. That was a previous problem I encountered in private changing rom pleasant and positive to upset and when talking about voices things got worse, so continue to assume voices make me look bad because they are judged as coming from me, responsible for, so accept my recollection of how created by ex, hook up, disagreement, etc, same applies to now, in the event there is side or argument guaranteed to hear the voice of upset directed at me, in a way, not existing in reality, to test whether I go about life, things normal, or in some delusion apart where I misdescribe life think everyones against me or reading into things. I think Ive done a great job of being positive and fair, save up publish all websites. Need to keep editing organize this new website, doing my best. In advance Im sorry if I get sick or go to treatment, trust that life works out when you stay positive and like everyone, no one wants to go down as less than than, at this given point in time there is more room for heroism, so lets leave life at stuff we are proud of. I’m sorry if I say things that make me sound like I’m giving up or worry others, things will work out, even if I have to be alone, not talk to anyone, and if I’m working hard in a state of emergency, trust the timing of my life, and ability to stop when things are good, too much focus on negativity and disability and terms, really takes away from the beauty of writing, so continue to work on my image and sound smart.