I’m sorry due to mental illness, and continued suffering due to voices, and my health being affected under pressure, had chest pains for a week, have decided to discontinue blogging and also not write on X, it’s clear that I’m suffering from a mental illness, that I can’t explain, with risk of being hurt or bullied, which means to stop writing online, so no one else is affected by changes to my mental health period. I promise I will never have sex again for the rest of my life, also not text or message with anyone, do my best to love myself, stay well to help prevent losses, figure out life on my own without risk of being called offensive or inappropriate. And accept that when I sound bad, or lose my cool, get upset, or defensive that makes me look bad. If its not safe for me to write and not get voices, like the past 7 months, then it’s not clear based on what anyones says is going to happen to me, so to stop giving advice online, since Im not willing to play some illness failure game. I did my best I was loving of value, set goals, it’s clear nothing is happening for me based on being viewed as offensive, and the best way to handle disbelief and make a big deal of being ignored or reconnecting is to stop writing online period, until I’m well again, to me thats the best way to help, without using AA and running logs, or weight changes, or photos, to like me or not like me, just keep my privacy. Life is complicated enough know that I’m not talking to anyone and have been talking to 911 about not blogging and closing my social media, is how Ive been working on what is the right thing for me to do based on my health. So I’m sorry if I sounded sick, Im sorry Im not able to talk to anyone, Im sorry if anyone got scared or is offended, and Im sorry if I sounded stupid, or looked grose or ugly, this is a good time to work on myself, sorry, hope you all do well, and don’t get caught up in complex conspiracies or criminal delusions in life.

Sincerely,

Leslie Fischman