Just do your best. If it’s hard to keep track do a better job of taking notes, if you keep remembering stuff maybe what’s standing out is something you can fix say better. If it’s a tough issue no one’s fault it’s ok to quit on subjects or a research for hate website if you can’t manage to write and solve a condition you previously overcame maybe it’s better to not get hurt or convince anyone to dislike. Life is so much about being able being grateful social never forget everyone nice don’t worry too much about rejection of anyone who gives up on you don’t react take it personally you’re made of something stronger than rationalizing how your being hurt don’t let people hurt you it’s not your fault. If you have a history of losing fights easily fracturing your hand, self harm, no one can hurt you no matter how hard you try remember life isn’t about looking a part free from harm it’s about being strong so harm to self and others is prevented. Accept that when you do your best not caught up in non issues or “PTSD” reliving your trauma as explained the solution is explain how you recovered and why you can battle disability better, yes you need your innocence, no you can’t afford to look bad be fought, no one is that known to not accept friendly bullying misinterpret any contender as wrong as far as I’m related to ability to help others, faced with rational risks another suffers from I’m lucky to be smart taken care of so I’m never so high up or headed anywhere better forgetful or judgey period I don’t view politics as a code strategy to exclude me or see anything as means this I think after you look bad or are fought then your take and life story becomes about what do you see the meaning in encampments and flags if it’s not my story or pen name it’s not about me and if it’s about me then ask myself did I offend anyone that I’m drawn attention to somehow 17 million doesn’t credit me as a person who recognizes how to be not one to be picky paranoid or not playful accepting, I would think if you get hurt or take offense means you see the world as endangering you or not confident to share your story and there are so many ways life can be seen as about you knows you heartwarming successful supportive or use politics or street politics as having anything to do wrong with my words or leadership as far as I’m concerned no one has been attacked mentioned on my blog and no mean comments easily worked on garnering respect and she changed her mind, that’s difficult to invest effort pause take seriously one comment so it’s nothing I should know how to undo or undo a big deal, just glad I managed to fix dislike delete a post. Nothing I shouldn’t work on quality I don’t want to sound inappropriate not funny or mistaken for something I’m not. Sometimes peace of mind is figuring out what’s disliked and why it’s never too late to figure out the issue with you or prevent voices is no one’s fault not a lethal medical condition it’s not common, being relatable means your don’t offend lie pretend change to worse not a self improvement blogger even if your system isn’t working to prevent voices it’s okay to connect less focus on your health things get better when you get better things get worse the more wrapped up in struggle you get the less it’s about others more about you so it’s your life you get to choose how much effort not worth the risk. Better to be safe than sorry honest, I’m sorry based on work status not yet a federal employee would be a SCOTUS job I’m waiting to hear back from my second chance at life start over apologize work on trust and success felt by all not worth being called “disqualified” unfit etc, just do your best the rest is history is like why I thought wellness was a happy ending to all sides it’s okay for others to be upset forgiven not forget it’s not okay for me to get upset is not forgiven I don’t get the same compassion based on intelligence success analytics it’s not okay for me to have disability I’m smarter than guilt or punishment please accept the Judge talking to my Attorney as means whatever is okay about me and please accept every other news legal not discussed by me not assume this lawsuit is about stuff not mentioned not be shocked or misinterpret my emails as imprisoning myself or confession I’m sorry that no private conversation or worry was able to explain what makes me look stupid or what type of writing is offensive or “obnoxious” Jewish or privileged I think I lived well worked hard did my best if getting sick is to prove a photo isn’t attacked or aged then not be targeted or accuse me losing light like my presence halo is a face attacked wrongfully accuse me of empowering women or not able to help prevent best to not get stuck on words love myself work on not losing to voices not get sick forced to normalize equals hurtful if no one else is bothered isn’t a lesson about what I’ve said wrong it’s about what are my guilts and issues and not believing everything written the day of I don’t bottle up journaled my whole life my code works because I put in the effort not some @ tweeting stupid joke, I was book writing …. If I’m known for something wrong with me I’ve been online for 10 years and then became 17 million that’s with permission post punishment therefore if I’m writing and it’s my strength and dream networked with women, please accept being hurt made it not okay to blog, I’m sure it’s a step down joke done to your head so you can’t do well …. However life is known to punish take ability away is whatever power lost and recovered doing the right thing …. I wrote a lot off line before I started blogging and wrote books, I think my first website was my pride and joy not a quality about me I would change on my naked website have personality or tone enthusiasm positivity changed maybe meds no meds made me write less, I think I know when is a good time to write like anyone it’s hard to work write if you get sick like everyone you won’t know the worth of trying if you get stuck not writing I’ve always known writing is better than being frozen I know writing isn’t my thoughts it happens upon writing everyone’s brain is different. 🇺🇸📖 Try hard, put in the effort, be alone, respect dislike or bullying, continue to be alone, be honest. Follow directions, no matter how tough life gets I believe people are trying to help and I’ve also learned I’m not allowed to defend myself or not be rejected I know my worth and who I love their worth and if being alone shows I can’t move forward then that’s mental illness and my loss …. Nothings easy no breakup if I don’t move on quit self harm lost many opportunities to date I didn’t reject an ex pen pal supportive afraid to detach from someone I loved or suddenly believe my love is offensive unwanted I’m sorry a lawsuit was interpreted as likes or inappropriate I’m doing my best to not be hurt know myself not worry what people think accept whatever lawsuit means …. Not be bothered who’s helping me or upset. Just do my best. If there something about me hard to accept let’s not reverse respects or advocacy or mismanage support welcomed back to my sober living a reality check on issues I’m sorry I got scolded for not discussing what the lawsuit is about and no one caring that I loved someone and told I’m delusional after 4 years of working and 2 websites and being a public figure I don’t need to offend anyone high up to look like an excuse of coming at someone wrong that’s not funny, and what I’ve done wrong isn’t what words or people are doing or know is not coming from me I get that it’s my truth my issue no one is doing stuff knows stuff you don’t say no one is punishing me I regret messaging or mistaken as misreads I’m sad I worked hard cautious alone work alone still study politics doing my best remember life’s not a game no one knows how to be successful you figure out how on your own. Like blogging. I get people are focused on a million things I get no one’s stalking me into me or mean to me, I was taken care of, I just feel like I can prove myself be away from everyone once voices stop then I can attend AA but it doesn’t make sense to be around support and be given voices I think moving to DC and working for SCOTUS is a good step in the right direction for trust teamwork justice ensure I’m not offensive not an addict of alcoholic abusing meds or fought I don’t need to move cities to be successful I can handle my trauma any location any audience any court house the lesson is life is short not waste time writing down all your worries or forget your own pointers there’s no way to lose in life to being played if it’s a game to challenge me I’m not questioning what makes people smart or successful and I’m not comparing myself to other blog articles …. When I overcome issue then I can model take selfies go to AA be supported …. I feel like this underdetermined period of not feeling well isn’t going to take 6 months or 4 years or 10 years prevention isn’t a joke. Or building a website takes years writing everyday. Everyone means well I get life is about being human not misread others I’m not combative or insulted maybe an issue I chill about me is the reverse of being okay around others doing my best not social had I been given meds then I could talk more not gain weight smoke less impress.