Today I visited OCDA Day 16, sitting in a nice bar restaurant in town nearby everyone’s positive and talking and glad I’m not an uncomfortable subject entering the room I think mostly when you hear schizophrenic you think gets mad angry or looks mean or has a manly voice and it’s hard to branch out from terms designated in life as though rooted in your own story are pains and frustrations too no one’s life is easily built nor my accreditations or masters in law took years to complete. I’ve recovered and sober so no temptation to drink and re: Todd it’s a coming back to a normal life I had trouble with left scared I’m not in life to intimidate others I don’t carry an aggressive assertive energy or with any big business plans my life was mostly open until closed by a few ideas that couldn’t just accept me in the world as worth a know. And now I see ….#snapchat and the Grey in “Skylar Grey” and Rob Debakey coming back into my life. And me on IMDb now. It was my loss alone for 10 years hospitalized and feeling good couldn’t be replaced only with Todd! OC Robs back! #sober 04/02/17