Sobriety means be sober (lend a hand and responsibility to care for those struggling is a poster and reminder at my meeting), and instead of recognizing me being threatened (bullied voices drank) told I’m going to jail numerous times threatened *no one caring what rumor is spread or who things happen or what happens to me when people think that it’s doing things over and over again to reinforce humiliation and scaring me and instead of viewing me as independently problem solving responsible diplomatic I would appreciate if my medication schedule or nights awake late isn’t used to wrongfully accuse me of being responsible for anyone’s death by date or drink out alone wrongfully accuse my intake as a trigger or unacceptable lifestyle prompting loss, so maybe I’ve not argued love care and dedication in a way visible of my doing or my writings not valued at good effort in spite of having my own problems scared to death and no one caring punishing me …. I would hope that in sobriety proven sobriety without mandating medications by 9pm or else be accused of addiction accuse me of being alcoholic or a drug addict maybe those are the just the quickest ways to make you look stupid irresponsible or something bad is about to happen to me that I set myself up for failure and embarrassment or make race an issue. #lisamariepresley #death #heart #medicalconditions #love #respect #voices #beauty #talent (issue blamed by voices is trying to kill me and cause me suicide and accuse me of alcoholism or addiction criticize me as not figuring out what the issue is on my own bravely through writing do my best and accuse me of having an issue offensive and wrongfully accuse me of offending someone who is deceased and call me names trying to make anything I’m film about me or misuse words to describe who I am as a person and expect me to be offended or scared not in the club or excluded focused on the wrong things trying to bring up a few words over and over again through me because voices couldn’t understand aggravating me deleting my iPhone notes fighting with voices saying over and over again “pervert, sick a$$ pervert, and critical of my life in jeopardy -so maybe it’s not my love for Todd anyone valued or my concern for the decreased feelings but hurting my feelings and forcing me to have my life ruined over film interpretations or what is being used to highlight or memorialize life is not my doing is not my future is not my past is not my issue is not true therefore there being one side (voices schizophrenia or suicide voices) means I did do my best and my life and my blogs are not a game that someone has fun and wins at treating me as unhelpful is not a just systems of ER pain suffering teamed up on and to extremes non acceptance and ridicule for bullying in the street if I was living life and can work then what’s sought to be defined is turning me into a person who sounds like they’re not getting better to justify it (jail or terminology hateful untrue and deadly to me untrue and not protective of me of anyone who is not a potential victim victimizing me not allowing me to write for solution and trying to kill me on an issue with voices after years reporting explaining and get mad should I not feel well I’m not giving up it’s about what I’ve written and using my words to dictate what happens to me and not care what anyone thinks and I don’t have a conclusion or end result for anyone or technology or phone or computer if I’m doing my best…. I don’t deserve bullying, I am doing my job I’ve not harmed anyone and it’s wrong to punish me and use film to interpret end my life beat me up and expect more from me off day meds I’m the end I won’t know what anyone wants to see me stupid or smart and blame it on something else constantly but don’t call what I have mental health issues or schizophrenia or delusion. #scotus – It’s court and it’s real and I don’t have to be anywhere to live life and I can continue to do my best. #begood