We live in a world that teaches you to assume that those who aren’t trying or have lost steam in life are backers to the “it’s too late” philosophy and that’s not true. Things are never too late whether changes by circumstances whether disability greatens or lessens there will always be solution for surviving and living to a standard in the best interests of all.

You are the keeper of your own words, your own story in life, and this is what will either make or break you in life remembered or forgotten. Forgotten with improvement. Set aside with acceptance. Not remembered if loved. Feeling bad if social. Recognized but not proud. Excelling and people feeling wronged. Living life and looking like life is easy. Being paid and feeling aggressiveness toward you and lack of empathy. Needing help and being spoken to as though you don’t make sense. Being diagnosed things you either disclose or don’t and don’t expect to hurt you on the long run. Meeting people who change you, affect you, and try to change your story so what can only be remembered is maneuvered around that persons impression of me coinciding with so the post of offense being communicated as my body in real life or face to give off an impression opposite to how I presented, “is asking for it” “does not care” or “delusioned” or is improper “sexual” this is to create a reaction of disappointment and disrespect and disgust not one of recognizing what is being said to be false. When something false is said about a person this heightens a reaction people feel entitled to as though you should be hurt and that that made up impression of you was accurate so that people don’t care about you see you as small don’t respect you don’t value you and think you are stupid. This is how you get treated when someone thinks you are not real or schizophenic all my concerns and experiences in life are real and my experiences in life is nothing anyone can help me with I either heal from being shocked and attempted to give me a stroke or commit suicide or punch my head and I survived that no one helped me no one helped in an emergency (but 911) and instead godaddy allowed that to happen while (whats too late is for offense taken as to me and respect lost) while others viewed that as opportunity for reaction from others based on seeing whether others not affected did not see that as a problem even though I was suffering and complained.

So it’s never too late you can get stronger but remember they will always watch you try to hurt you and mess you up because they want to look good and once they turn against you they will not stop until you look bad your suffering becomes their peace your mental illness or snapping pushing yourself fighting for your life represents their hard work and effort is wasting your energy and resources in life to see what you have to say on the inside when you are upset to see whether that clarifies or can be distinguished from other states a knowing of issues or not knowing to which all your energy resources now are lost that’s pushing people over the edge once you are hurt they don’t let you get well they think that makes for a good story a hacking punishment of you they are not my god and I don’t need to be connected physically to someone watching me to be read like I don’t consider other peoples feelings and emotions. This system is not working when people do well and you don’t commend them or compliment them when you are pleased with their work or their service, this is how people get hurt when you gave your all and wait until someone is hurt to either stop hurting them, get over your fight, or feel better than you don’t have to explain why you don’t like a person and be spoken for and words repeated so again you can change the highlights to my story to coincide with this other man’s viewpoint of me that’s changing what I look like on the outside so that I don’t feel good uncomfortable around others. That’s making a hard life for me to see what I feel like with a hard life or if I die, or if a politician whether I am shot or attacked and this is to hurt me or situate me as victim to see whether I explain for myself and that helps others or runs the risk of connecting me to people who do or do not read my blog send a benefit to people who hurt others as though hurt is how truth is to be known or by exposure of a defect that makes someone vulnerable and easily hurt to improve a viewpoint leaning towards again what this other man has said so that everything I do every improvement job prospect or relationship current does not work out and cannot be maintained so that I have nothing that’s me hurting as reinforcement to what he claims to hurt me and claim he is victim when I held no intense private intense or obtuse or talk about anyone in life.

The solution therefore is for acceptance of peoples capabilities right now. You cannot injure beat up heckle for truth if truth is what you want then give me time to write it again or write more detailed or write it in a book and publish it so that it is condensed and can be memorized so nothing is too hard to follow cannot be searched by word everything saved in my computer so I’m not treated like anyone who is disorganized in public or wastes time or knows things quick I think after 10 years of thinking and writing if that’s not good enough then a shorter version of events is needed and can be provided and will be published on Amazon so that I am no longer bothered treated as criminal and so that my hard work and story is recorded without interference to hurt or injure my ability to tell a story by over medicating me like I’m too much it will always be in an aggravated state you are mistreated in life or blamed for not feeling good and because you don’t feel good to others then that becomes excuse to justify why you are to be ignored and use the basis of sex after the fact of getting information to determine the worth of the suffering whether that amounts to crime committed on me to explain for the lack of empathy toward myself or anyone in my life as though any bully has a more accurate depiction of what life was like who was helping and how and what was known, #askSCOTUS, and I would rely on advices without knowing why and if that’s not beauty to your attack on my credibility jailing me to be talked about in the negative then I can start publishing permanent books and when my time is up writing and everything has been said possible then I will start writing research papers and articles and then be the professional that I am because it is never too late to not be injured to explain for offenders in life I would rather live life and do all the work than to explain under no amount of pressure in life is life so hard that anyone would need a gun to end a life to feel good and under no amount of politics should skills would treated as so stupid that it’s too late for that person to live life because you think this person won’t thrive and think everyone’s sees them as stupid so they should be put to sleep so they don’t have to face reality of everyone feeling so good around them like that would be shocking that’s the goal and no amount of mental health issues excuses for any school shooting all then need to do is get meds take meds not shoot guns go to school learn and not lived pissed off like everyone of us who gets jobs money and taken care of and learn how to live life there no reason no pressure no circumstance wrong that the people should feel responsible for how kids and parents feel if a kid is pissed off that’s the job of the parent to love their kid and that’s the kids job to learn how to be loved life is hard when things are not working for you but if you can learn to not get pissed off and fix your mind then there’s no reason to take that anger out on others and no sex theory can improve or explain why that occurs if comparing rape to a school shooting or use the godaddy website as reference to explain a kids anger or resentment of the world in my favor or to my disfavor could not be negotiated with therefore it may not be too late for me to get well but it is too late to see what would have not occurred had that not been up for year and why with no complaints from 8 million people am I being blamed for this person not stopping under any amount of negotiations continued to attack me with all his energy and speak sick to me, I’m not a bad connection or influence I’m well spoken and I’m sorry that I had to be trashed online for you to recognize that when I’m not well not only does that piss you off but that doctors will not help me and I will not stay well so long as people treat me as sick of offended by what someone else shows of me the repercussions are not too late to fix reputation wise or health wise however the issue of whether a person is entitled to bullying me to cause others to side with who they think is stronger than me a view me as a weak element or wrongdoer is a system of rejection I would rather not face tested in life to see what I’m made of and led to believe I would be taught or explained to which is why working in law has been difficult what is expected to know with confidence and have considered making a binder or responses before attending my next job so I already have all the research a text ready for reference this is beyond people making fun of my body and face and a vagina that was not mine, (that does not hurt what hurts is the teaming up against me to right a wrong done to me by another to then take the shoes of who is upset by me and become upset too and play victim as though I’m not worth knowing or not smart enough to work and function get work done without help or close attachments in life).

What you can’t comprehend and explain what was going through the shooters mind [(so whether or not I’m situated in life to be disabled disadvantaged friendless or performing or not performing is never the cause of my frustration or self harm it will always be by voices bullying me which you either entitle to treating you that way by not speaking intelligent enough to which clarity can be achieved which is a summed up recognition of what you are saying that makes sense to someone wondering if you are arguing or being particular with words to persuade they will always want to know hard evidence hard timelines hard knowledge hard writings hard proof of you condition wellness and then determine whether you were discriminated based on events behavior tone attitude ability insult to see whether you justifiably hit the wrong chord with people or whether it’s necessary to write a book specific to laws interaction health status and medications and writings to determine whether at the time of application for a job you said enough (Should’ve been specific or known what to be specific about disclose, so that you’re new issue becomes about you having a secret which you are required to disclose and if you don’t run the risk of being mistreated or unempathized with or viewed as a creator of your own mental illness and therefore incompetent or accident prone or likely to subject others to an incomplete thought that is missing something important that’s missing in your head upon writing or speaking to treat you as though you are someone who cannot say what is evident to others and cannot see something others see love or peace or things going well to mark you as incapable of appreciating what’s going well so you are marked as mentally ill not appreciative) … based on what was expected of you whether you have a concrete way of explaining for your work history or difficulties in a way that you can explain if you sound like you can’t explain they think you are not clear or something over your head occurred why your head is gone and you get rejected like you are trying to work with a condition that you would bring your an environment others would be exposed to)] … whether that person knew who I was or what was happening and whether me being in a job triggered people to act out with guns in what way are you wrongfully accusing me of being strong and taking advice and blaming my strength as being a disorganized (or calling it anger) chaotic states that I get treated as offender like I’m supposed to speak on behalf of a school shooter in what way does me being hurt relate to the deficit and difficulty of a child with mental illness and in what way is mental illness being caused to me to wrongfully across me of passing mental illness to a child to blame me for a school shooting in what way is that right to do I hereby refuse to accept a diagnosis of bipolar or schizophrenia and will work toward discontinuing the meds it’s now known. If I am close to anyone on any level there is greater percentage likelihood of a person being disappointed in me viewing me as a condition that passes and then hurting me until I am directly connected to an incident to create confrontation toward me by shooters so I can neither speak intelligently to all or be used as some kind of mentally ill person who you think is a dumb slut pervert because you think that will stop shootings or make things better well you tried that and I’m telling you all whether you think that was deserved or not based on one person thinking I’m schizophenic was it worth it to the confidences of everyone to be made to not care for me or think less of me or make fun of me when I am normal if you cannot accept that I am devoid of mental illness then I don’t have to take meds and can keep fighting online until you stop connecting me to child offenders and wrongfully accuse me of not being able to stop them. And not hurt me if the solution (to his complaint) was to see whether something bad happens and I am harmed, got a job and I was harmed, took meds and I was harmed, and a school shooting while I was in a job. So you tell me by what conversations disclosed private did that occur? Three conversations two with the FBI: (1) fear of assembly at me (2) with a job whether a greater likelihood existed because of a Malibu fire and a school shooting with a job in Film and (3) a text after treatment for bullying schizophrenia voices and told Todd Spitzer if this occurred because of where I was treated in Orange County asked whether that was an exact match and to figure out whether those shooters knew me and whether being in a worse condition self harming caused those people to be strong or shoot based on where I was in life spirituality or mentally.

So it’s not too late to make matters clear in the public so no one assumes I’m getting any help or privilege in life and so you understand there is no cover up or set of rules for determining whether my condition or location or work product is related to whether there is a school shooting or not can be determined by the courts in the order that of occurs how well known how popular and then you can determine whether making me tired or frustrated is to speak for people to shoot guns to say that my work is too hard got bad grades like the Aurora shooter so I look like him and do you think I’m him so that you look at me and think I’m communicating about him, to say I am hurt or mistreated to situate me so I either speak to prevent or wrongfully declared my arguments at explaining the mental illness of people who shoot guns. I’ve been alive longer have had a better life I get accepted given jobs and people date be social and liked with my simple blog, why must of one go to these ultimate terms in life to situate me to explain for people now historically schizophrenic and then say losing jobs or anything else speaks for this this is how what’s in your head does not feel good until you see something that looks like what’s in your head to say I look like something because your wrongfully accusing me of trying to make your brain feel good by something on me or said you think is secret guilt or knowledge or disposition of someone who is scared or says things or behaves looks like something is wrong to create an inaccurate picture of events so wrong is viewed in common.