Be Brave Discuss Fires What I Know: When you are scared you are going to die it’s a natural reaction to what to make the most of that time add value to life (with permissions ask California Bar exception and FEMA shared ideas registered and [told them] who I was I’m sure tested throughout the years – to drink ruins everything about me and I’m sorry). My password before first fire was “Thomas480@1” only thing in common to a fire getting computer checked many times apple shop on westwood criticized as having knowledge of naming a later hurt as Justice Thomas’s comment hurt on hate site and records picture of a safe deposit box of correspondence which marks one effort (Kinkos is gone now). The second fire “Tiger Trail” responded newscaster knowing of two people housed on that street Jordan Bahat & Jim Carrey not announced, what’s in question is how relevant is my awareness for agency names, not until I met Ari Emanuel at a Laker game first pen pal effort worked on impression not being good enough for his life thought positive golf lessons privileged to be at a men’s golf club even as obese. What’s been reviewed later reported to NTSB, not public In sure public becomes about a business card handed to me and multiple doctors would not prescribe me and asked for medical records so that was my experience on Vyvanse (told I need meds because of addiction if I can’t function of meds a runner I know how I suffered by cocaine if my recovery is visibly offensive to you to tell you about my psychiatry history taking $700 dollars is not deserved, so please don’t misunderstand self harm and a black eye with one pen pal as any information or secret not reported shouldn’t happen. Along with CNN once a fan paper thrown on westwood bravely responding (didn’t publicize court papers never submitted accept I sounded mentally ill trouble communicating and showing that I care or make effort to care for loss abroad which should include hurting me or others hurt or any known system of effort expected … I’m not one to complain I’m not Street I think being brave enough to care researching no music campaign with love for music CDs taken stolen, it was never a code matching what hurt an industry and I was sure that my life was strong enough to launch a campaign later not represented by me but beautiful flyers didn’t take picture Sunset but did all the work and not worried about where I live or who’s out in the world. Hopeful. Know that every loss who wanted there to be positive change is no loss that should occur untimely by any failures or medications or photo … we are all willing to help (friended by saving photo Malaysia Isnt support for Brady inappropriate) it’s because I cared and I’m sorry that a pilot seeing me on a plane was viewed as risk with “diagnosis” I wouldn’t travel not gonna make it I was well like I can’t drive to OC now. So I’m sorry there was a fire in Maui hopefully nothing to do with my 4th step or voices or the women’s March I missed supporting music too.

I’m sorry I watched Murdaugh documentary (a good film in support of survivors brave enough to be interviewed be public figures).

I’m sorry I went through with surgery stomach, it’s not an unnecessary risk (hair cut worry got worse with illness hair shorter re: fear not to look like anyone or pledge to teams confront anti-semitism I need to read the new King book) I’m sorry I didn’t photograph abnormal neck chin face body shape a good defense to being harmed non issue however The Whaler bar is affected by Maui news same business and the movie the film actor a connection in common to a psychic I know from the movie: Harvard. Invega side effects.

I drink responsibly it’s a privilege I’ve written books I’m well because I was punished lucky to be here with reporting to who’s establishment I’m present exactly my history who I am or what’s wrong with me, I’m not a walk in accepted with disability it’s mandatory disclosure not a look (talking out loud is reverse of how I sound X recordings deleted … what’s not scientific proven is why I would sound worse in writing sound less hurtful by voice) barely able to sit belong (back to work) worth being social and it’s not a good idea to drink if you can’t afford the risk or blame for losses so let’s hope I’m not editing a pain to blame I’m not giving up 20 years sobriety under two lawsuits not in bad spirits …. Please recognize my only BLM photo of CNN (making fun of myself and my reactions) so that’s supporting later clarify what’s not their fault as an organization or anyone shouldn’t need to be used as an example of coming from me.