It’s never too late to lose weight. Maybe it’s become a joke over what’s causing weight gain but I can’t assure you I don’t have low self-esteem and think highly of myself in spite of whatever meds, diagnosis, or changes I endure, I know I love myself and wouldn’t want to be anyone else but me.

When I think of anger expressed in the event of dislike I think about what you look like mattering and weight, intelligence, money, analytics, stats, following, nationality, celebrity Facebook friends and connections, success of family members, as compared to myself and while all of those qualities about who is known and loved is what makes them special not harmed or bothered by the masses, I wouldn’t think that blogging is anywhere else different than Facebook or not worth sharing to all including who knows me. Just because you face difficulty privately doesn’t mean things will turn out any better elsewhere and that’s the lesson to learn about bullying is about fitness, character, standing, record, stats, numbers, weight, body type, face modeling all of these things are pre-requisites to being a blogger I’m sorry I can’t name one unfit person facially who models at any size nor should I be judged for changes to my face and body in being honest about meds and effort. So it’s not too late to be frustrated or complain if you don’t have years left to waste is when you know you need to start living life in whatever capacity you’re able, so if that’s blogging it’s not paralegal work and vice versa you can only focus on one thing at a time. It’s hard to do both.

No matter what hardships I endure know that those become my losses, my battles, my frustrations, my dilemmas, and my job to fix and solve what’s ailing another in regards to my health on a good day versus a bad day and what I’ve learned is you can’t make everyone happy. Everyone wants power, everyone wants love, everyone wants to be in control, everyone wants to be credited, everyone wants to stay well, and everyone won’t understand what your struggle was so long as your doing well and you don’t have to relive disability or a down or lawsuit in a way your life should end or compare any rock bottom sober or using is nothing to be angry about if I’ve been sober for all these years a drink or two relapse my Doctor is not concerned with is not shockingly bad or disappointing to him.

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