It’s useless to discuss voices in specifics in a way in which care is rejected or makes me sound mentally ill, is doing me no good in life. Trust that I never plan on having sex or dating for the rest of my life. In addition to my suffering, while attending meetings everyday, so that I don’t get sick, or get symptoms “voices” when Im alone, means that I need to keep busy, stick to a program, and reconnect with my sober community like I did tonight. I think in all the ways I’ve been hurt, serve as excuses to separate me, prevent me from working, or use technology to interrogate me or create circumstances that I cannot prove or prevent to devalue my writing and life advice and experience. So that’s how voices can ruin your life. As a blogger, if I need to continue discussing difficulty until things are clear then that’s something I need to do. But if this continued discussion of using a word “pervert” which is the equivalent of using the word “___” to describe people, is equally as insulting, as an unpaid worker, who used to work for the Government, make fun of my lived experiences.

Based on recent growth as a blogger, let’s be clear on everyone being innocent, whether or not you find me offensive or mentally ill, Ive been honest on treatment medical records and diagnosis and I can’t explain to anyone who has never suffered from mental illness or falling ill, what causes that to happen to a human being, educated or not. Let’s be clear that throughout the discussion of voices, and if there is continued punishment of based on Dr. Fogelson, Dr. Udell, or New Journey, then that will continue to be a treatment team that helped me who never intended to harm me, or watch me suffer by discrimination due to this word. I think the persistent interrogation of whether I’m well or not or recovered has turned into a form of revisiting an issue hurtful on a fan website, in which anyone continues to make fun of me and can’t explain why I had chest pains for a week and couldn’t move on Advil 3 times a day, is what my heart feels like, being insulted or hurt. In addition an ex-pen pal has notified me that continuing to use a word, and bring up a fan site, is not helpful to my health, and also his health, when I did everything possible right, before any mass shootings occurred, and had a paid job, so I was not suffering or had a bad image I was well, in addition I was in treatment for 7 months, when the Marina del Rey mass shooting occurred, I was sober I had a job in law at Engelman Law and OJ just died, at no time was I sick during the time of that mass shooting. I think the constant use of terms hurtful that cannot be changed, is some kind of psychology lesson on where I do or don’t end up in life, and is probably studying my life story and making fun of me. That’s my honesty served its purpose then, and this is my honesty serving its purpose now. Each day requires a different solution, no two days are the same. If the standards of wellness are in question, it’s that people want structure, I did provide structure clearly outlined what my campaign is what I do to stay well, and clear on all the issues I identified at that time. I think later issues with mental illness or shouting are occurring because Im suffering from mental illness, related to writing on X and putting too much value time and energy in a free space, I should spend that time writing chapters for a book, or write a blog post.

If the concern is that my audience is new, or returning, or innocent, they all are:

So accept the standards of my writing, are per day, my worth, determine my growth.

Consider all people innocent and vulnerable to being hurt.

Trust that my numbers and stats occurred because of who I am, not illness.

Trust that if I get voices, can be clear on when symptoms are occurring, without killing me or my ex-pen pal, over mymollydollfan.com, or traumatize FBI, 911, GoDaddy, and Better Business Bureau.

I’ve made it clear that I am no longer sharing stories from my life, is no ones code, hurts me.

Trust that if I’m being harmed, it’s because of what reactions were caused by what a joke.