It’s summer, it’s hot, we are tired of talking about mental illness so much we hopefully finally don’t feel the pains of having an odd day anymore or depressed moment in life. See these changes as phases and yes you can change back even I’m able to. I hope that lifts your spirits hearing the horrors of diagnosis, bullying, job application woos. I’m sorry no one witnessed me crying over my JD being incomplete or hard to finish. If a GPA didn’t stop me then, then I guess I was rewarded with As and a 3.2 gpa from a better law school one I applied to for my JD but was waitlisted and accepted to their LLM program. I only thought to apply to an LLM program because I read Justice Sotomayor’s biography. Yeah I came totally unprepared but it was the best rock concert I ever attended seeing SCOTUS in person, I did compare meeting my textbook as that!

With nothing missing from the loop anymore think we discussed all the hard stuff and voices, now’s a good time to take a break and work towards article writing and do research on Google maybe be inspired to write another research paper of my choice keep going recently noticed back links added on my new two websites cool!

Let’s make plans. I have a new WordPress team that falls under the category “community.” If you can go no further in a discussion without getting sick best to leave a subject after several tries and attempts to battle out loud symptoms I think I gave it my all and deserve time to just be normal not get stuck only discussing mental illness or experiencing it myself is really depressing. But hope it was worth the read?

What to plan for? (1) emergencies (have a crisis plan in place in case you get sick and numbers saved in your phone to call). (2) check your local government websites for reminders and checklists and sign up for emails. (3) Mark your calendars for everything appointments, medications, travel, important dates, reminders, this is how you get to go back and review your progress you don’t need to be a CEO to fill up your calendar too with to dos. (4) Check in with friends make time on a good day to say hello send a positive update don’t lose track of your friends, like they say don’t wait more than a year to speak or reply how a wedge of time is built in between you guys. (5) Success, start mapping out issue by issue until you have a clear picture take all things in consideration no matter how difficult long ago recent past close to heart not hitting close to home relevant not about you you can never do enough to be thoughtful in a way others can appreciate, we used to just be impressed by detail say to ourselves “ya that’s good enough” really think about “what’s legit” I hope meeting me makes you have more faith in what is legit. (6) Your future, how are you going to sort out your life so that you’ll be okay in the future this is when talking about money is okay it’s not a taboo subject to think about government checks, loan forgiveness, student financial aide, insurance plans, so much about saving is about not spending not being stuck with huge bills. If you’re not rich and can’t afford it don’t spend the money even if it’s fancy shots to treat schizophrenia that’s 2 years lost disabled in bed all day weight gain, weight loss fix myself 2022-2023, work twice and faced weight gain after 7 months of treatment and after two years compliance on Invega. Excuse me if something’s wrong with there being believed something’s wrong with me or dark or unapproachable or of threat. 2009 I was diagnosed as “gravely disabled” “harm to self” therefore no matter how well I am that diagnosis should never change not even all the self harm resulting from Abilify & Abilify shots and Invega when voices started and continued. One day I’ll be in a field of space mentally that my performance isn’t viewed as being on adderrall or suddenly judge law school as easy be accused of not doing the work if I couldn’t do law school and in addiction or alcoholism then I wouldn’t have been there.