I’ve never been hurt worse in my entire life, as it just so happen, when life is intended to not go your way, the automatic set up for disillusionment intended to show you the way out in life or back down seems to fail fundamentally on its terms. What is held close to heart, and to who’s heart are the issues being based, lack of empathy for you and sympathy for others, who is intended to be offended or hurt when someone is not recognized and others are, who’s life is reinforced at the expense of another, and what are the terms for distinguishing which lives lead by example, and which lives benefit or don’t reinforce the life and wellness of another, to whom does one light up for. I don’t think a lawsuit completely explains whats wrong, I think a research paper can help, all this means is that what is wrong cannot be fixed by talking to this person, and that it is none of my business what the reasons are for things not going right mentally for someone who I loved and admired, and its not something I should take personally, but not also allow myself to fall victim to the interpretations of others. There is no center stronger than the center that holds, and no force outside of the center of strength more intelligent to deduce or decide for others or for law enforcement or the public, to where a blame should lie and on what basis. When people are used or intended to be scared, it’s to cause them the enliven the character of who is decided by another one is, and that’s how the negative takes hold, the difficult takes hold, when people feel unsupported or when discussions are led or revisited to mean that care was dropped by choice or by the intent of the sexuality of the bearer of a wellness not evenly distributed to others, or accuse a person who is sued, as failing to provide an innocent viewpoint from which others are made to feel well by. When a person is prosecuted that not by their story or admissions, its an interpretation of events that has led someone to believe that gun violence is a product of perversion or sexuality or an unwanted exposure to a person who has caused a mental illness to the mind of another through sex or some visual means. What eventually does not make sense or does not feel good will be something visually calculatable to the eye, either by image or by writing, it’s not something that can be fabricated or made to feel good, just as someone who doesn’t feel good who communicates in what way a person was made to be harmed or exposed in a way that looks bad to others, prosecuted or pulled over on the basis of something private viewed, that’s when people are viewing you as guilty, no one is helping you who thinks that you are mentally ill and its on the basis of diagnosis that people think they are smarter more intelligent by you and think they are being offended by you. On the basis of which crimes have occurred and based on what the victims have been recorded as saying, is how “criminals” in general are then treated, to a regular person jail is a joke that happens to people who no one is on their side or who are made to believe what other people say, that’s the joke about psychiatry that a person’s outlook or what they have to say is untrue and that what someone else has to say is the reassurance or the support that another needs, who is not made to feel comfortable or to trust the opinion of a person or individual who crime is being blamed on. When a homeless person commits a homicide on a private school student who complains of a “bad vibe” then as a person who is diagnosed with schizophrenia who is not paid and doesn’t have a job and has a history of hospitalization is then treated and interpreted to be someone who is homeless who talks to themselves and a bad vibe is justified by then treating a person who is called schizophrenic as someone who has a bad vibe, to reinforce who was killed, and that’s when you use a diagnosis to accuse a patient of making people strong in common to try to blame a patient with schizophrenia as though homeless people or homicidal people were made to believe that they had something in common to a woman online, to accuse someone of committing a homicide as though they got light from me, or from a diagnosis and committed a homicide. That is accusing my light as giving light to the mentally ill or carrying a diagnosis of mental illness, that gives light or ability to people who are homicidal to accuse me of being awake, vigilant, or functioning and accuse me of empowering or disempowering the wrong people in life, that’s what a diagnosis of schizophrenia is for, its to say that your light is bad, or carries disease, and because you don’t make sense, you are not allowed to be awake or be allowed to interact with people, to accuse your energy or your light as conflicting with the light, energy, and intelligence of others, furthermore the stronger or more upset a person is made to feel or become because of insult is to further the impression that a person is strong in a way painful to make them scary to others, to accuse people of having strength that breaks down the confidence of others. People interpret people who they do not know, as scary, and given the number of homicides occurring toward women who bear feminine traits, it is not understood whether I am feminine and whether me as feminine should be targeted to explain for women who are feminine as being targeted on what basis, for a trait that they have, that I have, that is spread, that is known, or that is taken, and on what basis is someone who bears femininity or is a member to a class of people who should be protected targeted or attacked and on what basis, if the trait being attacked is femininity, and the people who are homicidal have a “bad vibe,” in what way is the justification of homicide seeking a trait in common to the perpetrator of homicide, and how does making someone scared, or scary, or not feminine, or unsettling, or not with the people, or rejected, what is being done to a person, by limiting, sending a person away, making acceptance difficult, or giving a person a hard time, in what way does treatment of people hint to others to provide comfort, but subjects a person to be set worse of, and in retaliation to which crimes and homicides is a remedy sought that requires the injury and prosecution of a woman who is feminine, who they are not sure whether they have mentored or supported the health of women, from which a sexuality of gay is being used to say that a woman who is gay is offensive to straight women, or that a woman who is gay is rejected by a man, on the basis of a woman wanting women, then where does happiness and success lie, in achieving a reaction that is gay to cause perversion or care, for who they feel is being victimized, to wrongfully accuse a person of being aroused by who is being victimized, is to mislabel and prosecute a person as cold, or drawn to things excluded from on the basis of sexuality being used to judge at random ones appropriateness, whats inappropriate are lawsuits, whats inappropriate is calling people pervert, hacking, or causing voices, whats inappropriate is bullying thinking that you are making a person stronger, or feeling good off a writing that is only valued after the harm is caused to a person, whats insulting is to not be allowed to work, whats insulting is being forced to write and for it to not be appreciated and then to be blamed for the health of women who have not had sex yet, or gone to graduate school, or for people who haven’t experienced life yet made to be unhappy, or to misdiagnose me as not having a positive perspective by insulting me on the basis for how other women feel then wrongfully accuse me of being gay or wanting something that I don’t know how to make feel good, and wrongfully dismemeber me and mistreat me on the basis for how a man or a woman feels sexually by me, by wrongfully accusing me of people feeling sexual by me, as though it’s a sexuality coming from me.

Published 04-07-23