It may not be time for all of us to kick back and relax, but look forward to those moments in the event you are so busy you can barely breathe or have time to go to the grocery store. On my end I’m settling down after a tumultuous few weeks, up and down with my emotions, unstable, difficulty just staying well and feeling good, ever have those moments? It’s not fun, not fun at all.

So it feels good to just feel good. Maybe not everything is perfect, but there are still things to be thankful for, such as working again on my blog and website, learning a new theme, and studying stuff about WordPress on Google, wish I just went to coding school already, maybe that’s still in my future, since this is something that I love doing. But everyone thinks its just “blogging” as though I can and should do better for myself in life, work a paid job, but I actually love and enjoy doing this. So maybe it will take a little convincing on my end, to get more acceptances for this line of work.

First and foremost, no matter what I say, no matter what voices I get, no one wants you to get sick, or fall apart or fail. Mostly people just want to get strong, and sometimes part of staying strong requires some maybe few to put down others in the process. Let’s not be one of them. It’s fun to share a laugh, but there’s got to be some unknown social rule about being laughed at or made fun of and for that to not be funny. Depends on what you are proud of about yourself in life, and how seriously you ever need to be taken in life, some just can’t roll on that level with people. Recently a progressive political email group contacted me, I don’t think I’m anything right now, in case anyone was wondering on my political views. I think everyone is amazing and works hard, respect them.

At a time like this I think how thankful should I be to get to be myself, and have this amazing project put together that seems to be working, shouldn’t matter whether its 1,000 views a month (according to wordpress) or 11,000 views a month (according to cloudflare) all that matters is that you all are here, and I feel blessed to get to continue to be read by all of you in spite of my bad days. I recently got a great comment from someone who encouraged me to use more paragraphs. It’s so nice that in the middle of my disorganized state and fury, someone took the time to lean in and give me some advice. We need more people like that in life. Sometimes too much silence hurts more than is necessary. Like simply being around people, helps reduce occurrence of voices.