That if you were important and suddenly not feeling well, getting well is the first step to showing people you care. As an attendee of AA with 20 years sober minus 2006 and 2013, sometimes that confidence is misunderstood for intelligence or shelter or lack of awareness for pains in life, I don’t think that any experience in life should teach you exactly what makes you human or call it a mental health issue. I would say to not apply treatments for mental health patients, on the basis that if there are stronger opinions toward me, its not that I stepped away from peer support on any level or changed, it’s upon complaint, that you sound unaccepting of everyone knowing you or bumping into people who do, so I have never had a heart condition shocked to truths regarding fame or not, and all the pointers and setbacks faced, not immune to either, so if anything happens to me, clearly its whats been said, in short, was not good enough and Im sorry. Im sorry for the days struggling always did my best and sound more sedentary than I was, life is simple, but never wasted, and being stuck is clearly a lesson on what you’ve done wrong identifying, so that’s a job for me to solve, whats wrong with me, and who does that disappoint, and whats not believable about me. If I was someone everyone knew loved and supported, then sickness should be the lesson on a wasted effort in support of me, I would never present as so important or inspiring that I would ever take for granted anyone in a position of power, nor leave a relationship based on sex, I cant explain to you what failure does to you, or where clarity is and its not some place away or hurtful or unforgiving to others, sometimes your mind is elsewhere, not because of who you loved, but if you are being punished and LADA doesn’t hire who I love, then separating so he would be hired, is accepting that Im connected to OJ, and assumed dislike, I always admired who I loved, I would never live a life that would tolerate or hear of people being hard on anyone I love like I should expect that or that to be their fault, who trains you in life, to know it all or a case, or have a winning hand, that’s something everyone looks around the room for, answers, where is clarity. So its been my experience never anyone prompting me forgotten or excuse for travel, nor should any incident prompt travel or court that’s making fun of my decision making. I was so open and kept everything honest and if I was hurt if it became fun to make fun of me mentally ill, then Im sure that’s the punishment for any breakup or hospitalization, so its not when love leaves, its why am I not well and cant date, its not that they are hurtful, its about value being loved and supportive, the next life is supported by those from the life before, not a worse life afterward, Im sorry for not learning what being ignored is about, and to take responsibility for Twitter or anything not cool about me I may remember things but those were never times I stopped trying if the goal is not to be bullied I don’t need to figure out why, fix myself, not something overall I would have any city or state punished for. So while posting statements and no replies was weird way of talking to someone intimate with, who I cant speak to after sickness, is something Ive failed at having a job being successful, not about type of sex or look, you like and love who picks you loves you, its not a league, so like anyone else its clear mental illness is proven over and over again upon breakup or attention to another and my reaction, and whats not forgiven is my upsets car keyed and to be hurt by a breakup, count on those who knew you and cared for you, lesson at 38, is when you are 18 don’t worry too much about who is working and more adult than you, or who is taking care of who you love, those who love who you love, of course will intimidate you, and speaking to awkward, so any place else, or reunion support past with an ex, is when youre doing well they reach out, life is blessed when exes stay in your life, not a privilege that’s about having sex again, so Im sorry that my social skills were judged as options punished for who I liked and sued, so all relationships take work and its not my goal to have a hard life, that cant be taken care of so whatever my fears were, if Im alone, continue to revisit why I am called something hurtful. One of the biggest betrayals in life, is if theres something about someone not told, or to be close to people under the guise of pleasure or sexuality issues, as someone who didn’t hook up in high school never had a boyfriend not sexual, I would never carry a condition affecting the women close to me who I admired, and not be someone to waste their years in life knowing, and Im sad those pictures are short lived, and hope that I don’t become someone on Twitter or later in life, struggling, and insulting, or criticize at what points supported and when its too late, life is not about who knew you or who is well, its about everyone expecting for better, and for the years compromising my health lived over again, so Im  sorry for stages of writing short on Facebook kept everything, and Im sorry for the stages of mental illness, and Im sorry losing my battle with voices, things are being deleted and effort good writing, and for hurt to be responded to by deletion, so I can accept mental illness and reactions poor are my fault, drinking is my fault, friend loss is my new 2023 experience sought permanent, so that’s why “pervert” hurts because I was never gay I had friends, I dated seldom, always had a boyfriend, and suddenly Im characterized as lets others down or difficulty around women, is beyond me when I spent 1 hr talking to the bathroom attendant in Boston, gave away my adderrall, cleaned up after my Brothers party, recognized my camera stolen, walked alone in Boston GPS by Brother on phone, I had good luck, and don’t wish to highlight any reasons or school or discipline or look that makes you completely accepted is not what Im covering, so lesson is if you get voices, what cant be accepted from you, is giving up love from a man, shaming a beach run or marriage goals, and for the identity of women being strong, not overshadowed by march symbol, or any type of sexuality, or confuse women supporting women, or mens health, a sex issue.