Published October 30, 2022 – # of Likes = 2951

When technology fails you that just means to rely less on it. It either works for you or doesn’t, why I’m not on Snapchat (dysfunction), why I discontinued pages (Facebook, dysfunction), why I don’t blog from my running path Santa Monica (dysfunction). Dysfunction meaning lost material or writing inputted which means not to write or compose original work on the platform which can be lost or cannot be replaced. This can occur as a writer to say something well, and in the event of loss, for things to go missing from argument or not mentioned. That’s not what messaging is for lost inputs or lost relevancy it’s for in the immediate coming to mind, online is a full and thorough effort to include every point possible to undo an ongoing harm or to change or defend against a hostile, angry, or combative stance toward me in life which is not to be established in order to defend criminals or wrongfully prosecute me out of court as acting on behalf or in cohorts or in response to submitting communications online to the worst audience possible even if that’s to destroy my efforts peaceful online that causes sickness toward me such as my car being keyed, gun shots in my neighborhood, or theft. So that’s to not acknowledge all those who know me in the positive without instinct to attack me or hate me and to allow for it and discredit the quality of my content by being abusive and putting me on more meds to wrongfully treat me as stupid, or offender, or not influential in a positive way, or carries sickness to wrongfully compare me to those sick and criminal who attack and steal wrongfully misidentify me as criminal or sick and wrongfully accuse me of stealing or being a bad investment of time and energy.

I’m not a waste of time I worked hard to get a job and deserve a job. China has no right to befriend Russia and condemn any Country it thinks it’s smarter than, I have just as much talent and smarts as any Asian or Russian beauty.

This concludes my complaint to DA Gascon why I was not helped because a man loved me when I was at my best running and blogging before during with one break as COVID numbers escalated, and returned upon COVID numbers deescalating, due to my diagnosis based on what I was told not to blog, was why decision was made.

Instead I was brandished online as trash and for hacking do me a favor and don’t hackathon me I’m prepared for world peace and you don’t intimidate me and I can get anyone out of my system as a human being dropping 60lbs and goal setting which is how Shorty Awards helped me to improve recently motivated to try harder and focus less on voices and mental illness.

The motivations for causing me sickness by hacking and torment bothering me with a job are to hurt my focus make me mentally exhausted to cause underperformance or inability none of which occurred during my time as a paralegal I still performed to the best of my ability without complaint it was my choice to discontinue going to work after I got COVID, after school shootings, and after the shooting at the Gas Station. At some point you stop and seek to correct or confront those who think that committing crimes is a form of outting or prosecuting a person in a Street way plant ideas by news in the minds of others toward the location or identity of the person working at that location (me) which is to defend against crime in that neighborhood and to stay away from that neighborhood me being in a neighborhood is not invitation to attack as stronger than or deserving of punishment by crime that’s not your job to hurt others & me.

The purpose for aggravating me by voices and causing loss of sleep is to hear me under all conditions tired prosecuted well liked hurt hated suffering suicidal or self harming that’s how you get treated when a person does not believe you are smart or sweet and instead is going by how things look on the outside I don’t do anything purposeful to make anything look on the outside that “communicates a guilt within” in a way obvious that forces anyone to accept me as guilty or street, if you have not been punished then you will not understand the conditions or causes for being arrested or served a check outside it will be upon confrontation to what’s overheard as insulted by (2013) “don’t talk $hit” to women or now (2022) with a job, dating, and Shorty Award nomination. Sometimes hurt is caused to people they don’t believe, I never lie, I always speak well of others, so a changed condition or loss of sleep is being caused for aggravation, slowing me down for arrest (got a ticket pulled over recently) as I told my story reinforced to cause or make happen again to punish me put me in jail or wrongfully accuse me of “going out” using drugs or alcohol I don’t drink or do drugs (why a photo in a bar on a date with Rob caused sickness to my head because they thought I was alone at a bar to drink I don’t drink or go out alone never again). This is because 2017 with a nomination based on what was built and after sharing my idea, while my cat Leo (since 2004) was dying of cancer I kept alive for 8 months by feeding tube was dying and making a final decision to take him in to be put to sleep a friend (homie) with Cocaine came over and left the rest with me and finished it alone, relapsed. So that is the story I’m being made fun of to wrongfully accuse me of being an addict or tired or using with a nomination to wrongfully accuse me of being high, given the writings produced thus far my head my record my job status I have no desire to drink or do drugs. So hurting me by phone is to convince me I’m schizophrenic or to push for a diagnosis or mental illness to disqualify me and wrongfully accuse me of being high or immune to controversy or news close to home or away from home and that’s not appreciated nor needs to be disclosed to Shorty Awards to wrongfully tease me hurt me mentally and to discriminate me on the basis of flipping out with no history of coming across strong to others or bothering others that’s a system that fails that only thrives when I’m suffering self harming or suicidal reacting and that’s to put me in a hospital and for no one to take responsibility for fucking with my head because it felt good for them to watch me get sick or flip out to see how I respond or react to a taking, jealousy, insult, competition, or defamation. That’s how I get treated in life stronger by me but won’t admit to it then makes fun of me then discredits me and wrongfully accuses me of overreacting then is over it leaving disability behind with me.

Please note months September – October not feeling well getting voices, 1 incident self-harm. In recovery it takes 6 months to be clear headed and to smile absent disorganization be more fluid consistent, otherwise easily stops progress by insults voices. Considered working instead. That will take a month to start, interview tomorrow so that’s the upcoming event that I can’t stay well for on the basis of technological issues glued to my phone and accounts not working, slow 5 days recent. & Shorty Awards need to save up and stay well to attend cannot attend in this condition I got sick after going on a date -Rob knows I’m not ready and he’s not considering marriage just divorced. We are friends working on talking through my mental health issues hooked up, and there are long breaks both busy work, or getting well. It’s too much pressure to date someone everyone approves of with low regard for me and if I can’t stay well enough for it explains why I’m not in a committed relationship talk to Todd while overcoming mental illness voices fighting mental disturbance sabotage and just stay positive this I think helps everyone that I have no intent to fight sue or complain or file police reports on people it’s solely my mental illness I call in what’s going on what caused it and get help. I’ve come a long way well adjusted by now.