As you look back on your life on Facebook and on your blog, think what has changed and why have you changed and what is limiting you in life from the being the person you were, what are the factors of concern that are causing you delay, or to feel sick, feeling or hear people watching you, feeling invaded, feeling not respected, wrongfully connected to people who don’t care about you, in what way should you be limited by what anyone thinks or is viewing or reading, in what way is your ability to connect as yourself changed, what are the causes for a physical illness to the body and to the head: (1) hurt feelings (2) auditory delusion not true (3) expectation of behavior inappropriate (4) sexuality (5) impact of hate or racism on your head and your body and ability to perform and feel good (6) what is your reaction interpretation of music or film (7) what is being thought of and thinking of you at the same time that is causing you sickness, in what way is it possible for people to think you are sick and how can people tell if you are not feeling well: (1) if they cant see you or hear you (2) if you don’t write and participate in a helpful and educated way that thoughtfully explains things (3) how approachable you are (4) your reactions to people and your body energy around people and what your face looks like (5) how you respond to insult what your face looks like (6) how you appear in front of others (6) what is the cause for disfigurement and mental illness, it will be by exposure so opening up and letting people look at you closely can cause you obesity and can cause you to lose face, that is because if someone sees you as well who does not like you or if you get voices, then you feel sick, and the your face looks sick, so that’s the mesmerizing quality about me that people are fascinated with, who is able to change my face and on what basis and who is connected to me, and in what way is anything transferred to me viewed by me. These are all tests in life, who is controlling, don’t let voices control you, have some control over yourself, and what you will later learn is that mental illness is when people are watching you, and trying to control you, and that’s what can break your heart and hurt your head, so that’s why some people cannot connect on that basis visually on in person, romantically, or friendship wise.

When people see your life, and don’t approve of something, you can get sick. Support is lost when respect is lost. What people like about you, you may not know and you may never know until you have changed and that’s not your fault. Sometimes people take things too far, infer things too much, give too much credit to Gun Violence or offenders, eventually what breaks you is what people don’t respect about you, why not to self-harm, and not be treated as two people. It’s not worth loving anyone if you get sued, and that’s the lesson, that you can love people and you will not be able to talk to them based on disability, presence, lifestyle, reputation, attraction, people known in common, and self-worth. Everything matters, so know that when you look bad notice who gets well and feels good and feels better than you, that’s who didn’t believe in you, or that’s who improved and in light of your experiences did not have to love people and get sued or be punished to become a joke or a suicide or voices joke, whatever the disrespect is its drugs or alcohol and what you look like weight of who you date or the insult, the insults are intended to cause you to believe that you can hear voices and it makes you look weird and sound stupid to tell anyone what you hear, that’s how you get diagnosed as mentally ill, and that’s how tech has failed me, independent investigations on me, going through my computers, stealing from me photos, albums, CDs, school notes, outlines, proof of wellness or intelligence, thesis destroyed, whatever makes a good impression that is the moment that you get destroyed, people tend to destroy you the more you stop the more people have control over your head or stopping your thinking or success the more you know that your property is apart of you, and that’s how people learn to hurt you by deleting whats of value to you, trying to exchange your value to themselves, and when you allow that to happen it will be when your head is gone, that means your Instagram or facebook has been hacked, that means your twitter they think is stupid, and that’s when people are made to believe that you have sexuality issues or a weird sexuality or a weird person, I think people who don’t want to have sex with you, don’t actually need to know you in life, or look at your pictures, I think people love people when they love who they are not what they look like, I think seeing your body or nudity is the fastest way to be made fun of and called things you are not and that doesn’t explain voices or suicide, voices are people who think you are an addict or deserve to be hurt, and that’s who hurts you and makes you not be able to feel good and function, its who thinks less of you is who hurts you in life causes you mental illness.

So I don’t agree with the Jonah Hill analysis is none of anyones business what my sexuality is what march I attended or what my path to justice and making things better looked like, no conversation explains to anyone what Im about or expected to be like with others, this is why I have discontinued talking to everyone and living life, when life gets tough, its time to start getting talking, and the more specific you are and the more you are able to prevent an illness toward you or resentment the more of value you become and the less threatening you seem to others, the more you have your life sorted out and the more you explain to others, the more people will come to believe to not fear anything and also not misunderstand your strength or intelligence as something disruptive to anyones ability to be close to anyone or feel loved and feel smart and be okay, that’s each’s ones job to figure out who they like and feel strong by, its been made clear that people will not feel strong by you, but will feel strong by people you know or love, because they think you are “harassment,” what is harassment, harassment is an unwanted force or a touching of something coming from a person an energy or body or thinking that disturbs or does not work or function to make anyone feel good, its an unwanted interaction or exchange of energy in which a person is made sick by the energy or the words or existence of a person as directed toward them, in an unwanted form, its for people who have no regard for how other people feel its for people who have no regard for the comfort or discomfort of others, and its for people who think that what they are saying or doing is deserved and this is why people are called perverts, when they have a privilege and when they look sound and behave stupid as directed toward women, is when people are called perverts, because their love attention view is unwanted and not asked for and not deserved and if it hurts the mind of a person who is not asking for attention of anyone, that means that a person life is not meant to interact or be around a person, who does not want to know or interact, and that’s the basis for complaining about a pervert, a “civil harassment” lawsuit does not mean pervert, nor does gay or blow job, and certainly not my paid for corporation and job website, is not a pervert analogy to highlight Jonah Hill’s experience in the movie “Wolf of Wallstreet” to compare my success as a blogger as any type of asked for investment with no return or no built authority or education and investment of my time and energy and intelligence without pay, or for any purpose to create problems for Brady or anyone who is exposed to my website development or story is not intended to be important to impress or be recognized as being of value to anyone who is comparing me to Jonah, and calling me a Pervert, and making fun of my commitment or volunteer or membership or idea sharing to Brady is not how you describe people who file legal documents to be permitted to exist by name and by company website, that’s not what is perverted, whats thought of as being perverted is what you think my face or body or sexuality is about, when you make peoples sexuality about other people especially women, that means you do not recognize the value of a woman who is online writing nor understand the purpose for blogging, if you are not attracted to a woman, and do not like her by face or race, then Im sorry I cannot help you and I cannot explain to you what the word pervert means, pervert is used to destroy the mental health of women, to ager them, disable them, make fun of their sexuality, lifestyle, education, existence, and its to make women feel bad about themselves, I am no ones pervert, no one is my job to take care of individually, and I don’t haver to take care of anyone for the rest of my life except myself and work and blog, therefore in what way is any future potential or sexual relationship a cause for confrontations because it does not fit the word “pervert” so people think that if they think you are a pervert or gay, they think that your wellness is not important, and that’s how you get sick matched with women, and majke women in common sick by eachother, when you decide what a woman wants, what a woman wants at the end of their life, is to be loved, to feel good, and to not be bothered, and not tormented, and woman who is nearing the end of their life is not for disrespect not by any story, and woman who has disability is not for joke or to be called pervert, I don’t have to have sex or love anyone for the rest of my life, because I earned it and stayed well I am capable of being loved and working and that is for no one to decide who I should be tomboy or masculine face or weight, on the basis of where you think I belong, I don’t belong and do not match with women in general or women younger than me because my life was ruined, I also cannot help a woman who is older than me, because I have so many mental health issues that no woman who is older than me and deserves to be happy for everyone, should be made to care for or be connected to a woman who people think are dying young, or a drug addict, or alcoholic, I don’t need to get older to know what is in my realm of possibility in life, but I have to work or else my dream of working and being a professional will never happen when Im too old, so allow me to blog, but don’t also treat me like I made this fun job for myself that’s easy and doesn’t come with a lot of risks and hearing voices calling you “pervert” people who call you that try to cause me suicide, and its not my job to be changed or hit my head so anyone can torment me, I don’t have to argue or fight with anyone, and Im allowed to be strong when I want to, its no ones job to tell me when to be strong, or when to be sick.