Now’s not a good time for debate, since everyone’s in victim mode, meaning scared, apologetic, trying to make things better in spite of things turning out foul and wrong. What can be done. First of all, starting with my recent posts, I noticed a dip in stats, and improvement, which goes to show my discomfort sharing strong opinion fact based, along with rising potential tensions and defenses. I’m sure is the current threat to peace and democracy.

The best way to handle right now would be to be supportive of all parties in interest, no matter who is feeling responsible for another person’s violent reactions, is not your fault. Not anybody’s fault, who this person is or why they decided to shoot at the former President. You can do so many things right judicially or politically as you see fit, but really there is no proper explanation for how this incident came to be other than it being created by a person who is currently under investigation.

It would do me a disservice at this point in time, to continue to bring up ways in which I have been harmed or threatened if not to strengthen the overall opinions of those acting in support of everyone affected, is the best route here forward. You would never think that gun violence is something that would come to affect you in your life, and I’m sorry that I was being hurt by someone using a firearm to scare me and pictures, doesn’t make sense to continue to get sick, or have to report something or forgive something, or until it happens again, have to report again, is why this person is blocked and will continue to block this person.

No matter what his story is, or his justifications are for hurting me, all I know is to not portray myself as someone who deserves to be hurt, raped, made fun of, humiliated, or injured on the internet. That’s not what blogging is for, that’s not what book writing is for, and that’s not what being alive and helpful to others is for, to be scared, to allow someone to hurt you, and try to win by destroying me, is not why I am alive, is not how I have lived my life to deserve to be treated this way, and its not his job to diagnose me or cause me suffering.

I don’t care what he knows about me or exposes, I am myself and I refuse to sugar coat or lie about my symptoms, or medical treatments. It’s clear that based on how well I am doing right now, I am no longer diagnosed with schizophrenia. So it’s up to you, who do you believe, who do you support, what do you think, what is difficult for you, who do you empathize with, is this a woman’s issue, is this a man’s issue, why do you take the man’s side, who do you see as the victim here, who’s losses suffered are the most severe, and what or who do you think is causing these losses and losses in respect, or causing hardship to what inner circle do you deem so powerful and immune, consider me apart of, and why take your anger out on me.

If you have anger you can file a lawsuit, you can call the police, but there is no reason to talk to this person, he is not paying me, I don’t owe him anything, he wasted 4 years of my life suffering and on meds, and two lost job opportunities, and ruined two romantic relationships. We are not in love, I never loved this person, I do not know this person, and this person is not a supportive fan of mine, this person has a political agenda, he uses news stories as satire, he is insensitive to my feelings, any day that is a good day he seeks to destroy and chooses on that day to attack me. This person cannot be trusted, cannot be replied to, and doesn’t deserve to know me, and I wish to move on and move forward and never have to talk about this person again for the rest of my life. Move on.