It’s times like these, I feel negative energy coming from the side of people who don’t read my blog, or don’t follow, concerned about new people to my blog, and making fun of what there is to come back for and read, in regards to viewing my blog as salesy or asking for attention one thinks I don’t deserve or not putting to good use to the benefit of all. This is more than just my following, this is about World Peace, and what people think represents those ideas in life. It’s clear based on sharing opinions, that it does me a disservice to mention others, or be judged harder based on the value of who could be reading including anyone famous, celebrity, or coming from wealth. I don’t always think being who I am, that I am judged fairly as deserving of such a broad audience. So instead of needing to sound salesly I can simply continue to acknowledge different sides that could be accompanying my audience, of supporters, or positive feedbacks, and differentiate from the energy of negativity and how occurring from those who do not view my writings as timely and essential, or in response to emergencies, non-combative, or capable of peace-keeping. Let’s think beyond, religion, who I am, or what I look like, these are given ways in which you can be accepted, privileges by which you can be accepted, but let’s not forget that I cant get away with saying just anything.

Know that whenever you share an opinion mentioning another, either it’s your personality in question, that another becomes in an order of conflict against you, a side taken, and this is when the psychology of where a commentary or order of words is coming from, forgetting that its coming from me, or forgetful of my experiences how I would know what is or is not rape. I think having been a rape crisis hotline counselor at a young age in college 2004 (age 18) I think Ive done my best to develop academically and career wise to the person that I am today, rightfully so. So accept where criticism is suggested in terms of my personal dealings, in the face of Stormy Daniels, while having received text messages from the President, instead of valuing that I tried to intervene and contact her Attorney and send a copy of my book, instead it’s been viewed as an error of judgment on my part or something else which it was not, as a result I am made to look bad, while leaving forgettable, all the moments in which I was treated as special and belonged and cared credited for calling Petrocelli’s office, who a recruiter once contacted me to apply, is not far from my dreams or reality to be a Century City Paralegal, so let’s not get carried away in her determinations, later regarded for other reasons in court, which is not what Im questioning, neither do I want my support of anyone, to be thought of as being about Politics, I think I deserve more than being mistreated as some meme or political figure that anyone can just denounce, or say is wrong, that’s not why Im online to be some puppet. I don’t think that being a writer means that you exposing yourself in a provocative way, notice the shock following my statement entitled “A Full Range of Emotions” that sudden emotional overload, is an accusation that upon knowing me or not knowing me, seeing my blog seems daunting or intimidating or would take a long time to follow, keep up with, travel, navigate, or collect portions of story, not readily assembled into a book, it’s not a book, because I think its been made clear that no one intends to allow me to earn a wage or profit from writing and building websites, seems clear. Therefore I am not writing a book online for free, if its needs to be a compilation of stories and facts, I don’t need to write a book to make myself important, that’s the insult. That being who I am and not counting all the people who know me from high school or online, to suddenly evaluate me as being different or shocking, or unintelligent, or confusing, or not organized, to challenge or question why am I being followed or read by people in other countries.

And this is what that negative energy is about its about not trusting me, its about knowing my facts and reading my descriptions, and also not thinking that I deserve to be read or have a following, but questioning how I am going about maintaining and building an audience, is called what competition sounds like, let alone challenges to being an American citizen with a World Wide Audience, forgetful of what I have earned the right to be immune form and not judged by who I am, my race, ethnicity, or nationality.

Know that whether I am known or not known, life will have evolved the way it did by who was known, so you don’t need to suddenly make me a nobody, or expose me to shocking conditions of overwhelm or too many emotions, or be accused of having nothing to say or write, as though Im some bottomless pit of information or be accused of the same information, is not making my life complicated or the life of others. When you make things political it causes harm to my internal status, how I feel, what Im about, who I am, and when you use another person against me, that hurts my physical well being my mental health, my safety needs, my balance and earned right to be in harmony with others, having provided sound feedback and assistance along the way through tremendous tragedy, stalemates, and difficulties all around, this is what World Peace is about

Its about getting through that phase of discussion of whats against me how and why, or what that competitive energy is about, thinking they are smatrter than me, or accuse me or not being smart, and discredit from where good is coming from or ideas, and I think if you don’t want to credit me you don’t have to read, and the World Peace issue is enabling everyone to read, who is either for or against me, who is not taking on a position against me that gets harmed or disadvantaged by anything I have to say, and also make sure that I am not injured by anyones interpretation to disadvantage me, or rely on harm taking its toll, to know when to stop, or whos side to take.

So World Peace is about accepting all stages of mental health and emergency however occurring and to accept what I sound like in distress and serious issue in life, and then to also accept how I sound on a good day not in distress. Its my goal as a writer and for the sake of World Peace if you are declaring my audience as representing those goals in life, would to not be criticized for what I have to write, or to consider any of my posts as not amounting to the quality or input that allows for peace to arrive: (1) personally (2) interpersonally (3) among sides (4) politically (5) idea or coming from (6) mental health wise represented by me and through me, to not affect anyone to the overwhelm of having to do my job twice or do my work over again to prove anything or make anything better, and to make sure that I am not hurt as though anything else established not by me is also not affected by me or the opinions of others, hurt me as an established writer online, take the side of any given authority or other private or public figure, turn against me to challenge me not existing to say is not from me or not because of my ideas in life, is taking too far what being known is about or how solution is derived.