No one is immune to the pains that worry bring, awaiting to hear back or see results, be reassured, put at ease, informed, or disappointed. Sometimes it feels like disappointment can turn into this unnerving weighted pressure on your head, that keeps getting worse and worse, upon delay or miscommunication. There are some types of downs in life I think that makes disappointment such a big deal and a huge fear, when it comes to expectation for reward and good feelings about life. Sometimes we are alone in this battle not feeling good, weighted, and unable to overcome the feelings that confuse us to think there is something we are up against that we can’t make right or get through without being hurt in the process. To me respect and avoidance of disappointment, is dealing with the fact that as a writer or provider, you don’t always have the upper hand, and sometimes the higher you go up in life, either more help is provided automatically, or face risk through rumor or mistake make people feel like they aren’t getting what they expect from reading, the kind of clarity and perspective that allows them to feel detached from difficulty and on the road to improvement. When things are difficult and you want things to get better, it’s so important to keep working hard and doing the work everyday, no matter how painful it is to deal with confusion or difficulty, we are not all the same in how we handle this feeling, and it’s difficult to be going through something and be reliant on the success of others to know that things will be okay, or put away worry and fears, and that’s the expectation. I think as a blogger I really take the time to have those important conversations with my audience, from varying viewpoints, even took risk in describing a negative viewpoint of me and you know what that hurts to talk about and Im sure the kind of pain Im in or down Ive placed myself in in life, is my job to overcome not to anyones worry or resentment. Sometimes I feel a team spirited solution is to constantly categorize things are not a big deal, or easy, or simple, and that really doesn’t make a person feel better about themselves, to feel like there is something about them or life that others have figured out that I have not to explain for any condition Im in, as though it’s a complete low and sudden drop in confidence or esteem, that I am supposed to be in a place that shows a person coming to terms with something serious not at ease.