Sharing Experiences:

I think my experiences were worth sharing insightful and helpful to anyone struggle I’m sad that based on anyone’s assessment of me or unofficial credentials or heading changes reflects not being viewed as helpful to people suffering with mental health issues. I’m not competing or pretending to be a doctor or selling a formula or solution that works or means doesnt work if I can’t stay well, and also considering my follower counts as meaning something about me below standard or a public rejection of me based on experiencing a condition that tells whoever is reading to block me disconnect ignore me accuse me not knowing what to say or improving without thinking about why follower loss hurts and what it says about my content. It’s about whether or not I’m good enough to help others or aware of what’s not helpful reassuring team spirited or negative sounding or saying something people don’t want to hear. Based on mental health support now is all about established systems of helping people with mental health issues and although my help isn’t viewed as real or worth sharing what I learn, I’m also not offended by others improving and me getting worse is of course a huge change from UCLA recovered well asked to speak, is about what I need help with or what doesn’t make sense about me, is about why if I share and it’s difficult is it easy for others to accept provide input and I’m what way does changes to my condition disappoint a therapist or cause concern, the issue being “adderrall” the problem or prescription I’m forced to punished as abusing a privilege to work and write and push myself off meds with disability asking for no accommodations attend every session and get to work on time, missing one day because of court, mean I’m doing something wrong or not working hard enough. I am thankful to have been tested (morally legally or observed enough times on different meds sized up doing my best). I don’t need to publicize being kicked out of my apartment for being loud as not being something my fault disruptive to my community. It’s not that I don’t recognize when others give up or what I’ve done wrong so unstable disappointing to be taken care of by my Mom who has given up on me, when I’ve not done well, accuse me of being somewhere given a second chance or not taking responsibility for what happens to my mental health voices or not drink, date, lawsuit, tweet, text, complaint is the lesson on no one talking to me, is about everyone being helped except me, and punish going out 2 alone proper then punished not allowed to go out alone, punish me for a person squeezing my arm and talking to me when I needed to be alone, is not about what I’ve said wrong or accuse me of being out not working hard or deserving to be around people accuse me bottling up or neglecting to work hard when punished accuse me of being sick in public or accuse me of causing a fight. If you see bad happening around me and think is my fault then you don’t care if I cared or when I talked to the police all that matters is for it to be clear when I can improve and get well again and respect not being well as testing for what’s my fault or accuse me of being defective not welcomed in neighborhoods, accuse me of doing nothing or being someone that anyone is not defended against. I don’t think moving or experiences in homes is about something bad happening to me that devalues or makes scary tarnishes my home, I think it’s about accusing me of being offensive or fighting and not strong mg enough to face people or speak mistake me for someone stronger in writing not making the world a better place, continue to blame me or allude to my lucky or value or writing as fighting or offensive combative or not normal want to know what about me or my story or mention means that these crimes should be my fault or accuse me of not being the solution. I’m doing my best. I think I am careful on the subject I get the danger I’m crime I’m not pretending things are okay or some machine of say don’t say or email. I think of you don’t respect me and accuse me of misrepresenting what women mean to the world consider me not a woman or accuse me of changing or being compared to relate or make me more like is not as important as staying well and be the person who addressed scary issues with prevention in mind while a Canva card you assume is making Sydney’s home and my home scary in poor humor, sometimes you won’t appreciate all my comments on politics or business names or messing attendance or jobs it’s not being in control of who I am and what people know about me and not blame me as hazardous or to blame or secret facts or experiences to mean what anyone knows about me is controlling where crime occurs accuse me of not being trustworthy or not capable of figuring out what’s because me …. Make fun of working hard on my Instagrams. I think there are tons of ways to see care represented I’m sad that you do not think I’m a good person, smart, careful, aware, considerate, not recovered, or not respectful of everyone working hard deserving to be well. I just need to focus on what’s wrong with me and to be alone and figure out not which communications are working and terms people are okay with isn’t the problem, it’s about since when am I someone who is not believed or viewed as dramatic, needs to be told to not do those things or that listen change focus on myself and what’s wrong with me, I’m sure in as many ways as I failed 2024 to recover be punished helped given a life lose everything and complain is happening for whatever reasons that are not in my control and that I’m willing to accept my job of staying well and to not hurt anyone or waste anyone’s time, do my best to figure out what’s wrong with me, not be offended if I try to care consider that to be what’s wrong with me, clearly learned being tougher or running at night doesn’t mean I care and that if my writing is viewed as offensive that could mean I sound stupid and that could mean I look guilty. I don’t think things will be okay again until these crimes decrease in frequency and continue to stay home and not work and make sure nothings wrong with me, not do anything wrong, work hard to belong to get to live here, and not be some example of someone who over promises or isn’t the solution has no experience is clearly wrong or unfit compare me to mental health professionals to say if I’m a patient means blogging means I’m unfit to help others if I can’t do what they can do and sometimes in every way you are nothing becomes something or happening for a reason including if I get sick or give up or need to be alone or change just do my best to be a welcomed presence show that I care about prevention in a way I’ve experienced bad things as occurring no one talks about and if you care about viewed as mentally ill or not brave for trying. So in order for things to not be my fault work hard, not hey voices, don’t bother anyone, listen, prove I’m good luck or have improved can be successful and not give up in what ways does knowing OJ or being concerned means it’s my fault it’s about accusing me of not caring or having issues with women or problems that make me unfit. I don’t take my love away it’s clear I’m rejected and less than changed not viewed as beautiful called offensive.

Managing Difficulty:

I never argued my diagnosis means it’s permanent or recover to disprove my discomforts or feelings as being something that’s not told to me everyone accepted is an “excuse” to prevent jail I’ve been told is what a diagnosis is for or medical records. If it’s unclear what about me is so upsetting, is accusing me of not taking court seriously or a fan site, it’s not about what I think or who’s feelings I’ve hurt I never let women down disrespectful or offended by anyone’s professionalism act like I can do better I think it’s observing my photos or being helped not let it be about accusing me of doing or saying that one observable thing wrong with me that means I’m not beautiful or worth it, make fun of me spending 4 years of my life talking while blaming me for a freeway shooting them accusing me of being brought together by crimes you’re accusing as being my fault. If that’s how I get watched viewed as a hazard my story doesn’t matter of who helped me gave my chances in life, I need to reflect on not being blamed or be accused of having it okay with people and punish me decide my attitude is wrong is racist or accuse me of making up issues or hurtful make fun of what I look like frozen receiving a voicemail notified that everyone gets to talk to who I helped and as a joke I am punished for being mean or not recognized by any group or race based on not viewing me as a woman or lovesble and not comforted by the issues as reflected in me being rejected my love doesn’t exist I don’t have to believe anyone no one has to believe in me, and just be alone focus on why I’m being punished in how many ways do I not listen, in how many ways should I be scared to death discuss jail to accuse me having a poor reaction or status undeserved accuse meow not listening or not believing an Attorney. Is about me not being good enough, me being punished for dating. Me not being allowed to work or be in a place to date again because i being made fun as immature not fun on a team, and to accuse me of not knowing why or how I sound like that or change like I show up places sick or have issues with anyone. If I’m called a threat that means not talk to anyone it’s also means to prove I’m strong again, accept my place in life. Focus on myself and what’s happening to my face and body and not take my life for granted trust my own leaf and decision making in life. It’s not about me sharing and things not working out for me I think the lesson is for everything to go wrong for me until I’m alone and accept how I’m viewed and do my best to stay away from everyone for the rest of my life #Judge.

Putting Myself Down:

It’s okay I have to do my best no matter what happens to me be in control of myself manage interruptions or stuff about me and like always punished or concerned is no one fault if I get sick or focusing on accepting my place in life and why to stay away from everyone means it’s not that I’m not fun easy or hard to figure out or writing inappropriately to make anything my fault sometimes the beauty in a story is not what you’ve overcome or look like it’s about me accepting if I’m not beautiful or recovered is my own fault and to also accept that what happens to me is governed by what many or few believe that can be peoples peace. I think working hard then considering me a wannabe or not gifted is accusing me of living in hell as though everything is about viewing things that way I’m sorry if people have accepted the work of others as handling something you’re accusing me of subjecting anyone to support me or be disappointed by me let down. Is about everyone doing well minus me not accuse me of being unhappy or not fit in to know when to not try. The continued issue is being humiliated lucky to have connections in life and accept that not only was I hurt but everyone else who knew me offended by how I was treated.

Have a Positive Outlook:

Everyone’s peace is to be strong whether or not I am strong on a team belong is clear in what ways I was viewed and punished for a version of me not tough then mistake my battle as not stopping or making mistakes on purpose giving up because I’m alone and not working or in court is clear it’s not about me if I get sick and the solution is for me to not be respected not be believed not viewed as making a good impression or can’t take a joke needs to be taken care of to trust any process of what happens to me or be concerned about why voices are fighting me accuse me as losing and view disability as others more able than me disappointing, and to see the positive in the many ways I was rejected or intimidated told to stay away, to accept what I believed didn’t exist and accept the fact that I’m not protected or need to be protected as though I get attacked. It’s okay for me to focus on everything overall and what it’s means to others and back off once I’m rejected or get voices focus on myself instead of writing on twitter or being made fun as someone unstable or sick unhelpful or suffering. It’s clear I’m not winning if it takes getting sick or being hurt to punish me for what I sound like struggling cancer or not not excuse feeling like I did my best stay home and don’t hook up be questioned as someone who gets cancer and should know why they got cancer. The issue is about me suffering, or not being well, scared to death, insulted, until it’s clear I look bad compared to others because I don’t deserve to be cool with. If there’s something so upsetting with me that’s my fault it’s not about love if I said “to make him whole” instead I’m being punished for not having money or being responsible for bills I can’t afford. Give me time to figure out what’s offensive or wrong with the way I look, walk talk, or look, not accuse me of being unfit or unprofessional toward anyone. If I worked hard to smile and be proud of myself I can do it again but not if you think I’m something else accusing me of false advertisement or lying or not being strong easily lose or convince of things I’m not terrible no hard for if I worked hard for years just to be well valued my peace. I’m the one who said I don’t get away with anything flipping out makes your head gone, and sounding tough is offensive. If you’re not inspired by wellness occurring because I worked hard it’s my job to figure out how to improve my appearance without love to prove that I’m not delusional or doing something to myself that’s wrong or happening because of any commentary it’s clear based on voices to not have sex period and stay away from everyone.

Feels Like an Argument:

Instead of recognizing how hard I worked to be of help not criticize me as not being special or loved recognize accuse me of being a spell anyone is under that says I put anyone at risk of harm I loved or am to blame for influence or heritage. I think you think COVID is my fault and expect me to know how traumatic losses occur or how bad things happen make fun of me caring. Is not about me not taking a joke or inference it’s about blaming me as misleading or what’s wrong or think is my fault.

Sometimes you just have to let people have fun move on life goes on people care meet you time passes things change and circumstances mean you can’t talk to people is the first lesson on when things were good and able and focus on why I’m alone and figure out how to manage my own life and reputation continue to work toward being reached out to, not punished as has it good or is easily corrected and make a big deal about me not being good enough. Let people like and focus on others who bring them results meet expectation.

It’s important to figure out what makes me strong or able to survive many stages of writing be forgiven still given time to concentrate on what went wrong I’m sorry to drank and said maybe I should get used to what guilt feels like I think that makes it seem like I take my health and progress for granted making it okay to blame me instead of court or jail not be blamed of not saying something important or being guilty or having a record that explains diagnosis or difficulty, maybe I didn’t handle the extra background check well and shouldn’t responded better. I think being in a place where you can be trusted improved and have learned and allow others to assess how you explain how a lawsuit happened without making a big deal about what “prior offense” or lawsuit is the reason I’m sued again, I just have to do my best. The goal is to not complain, stay sober, not relapse, not self harm, and I’m sure in all the ways I failed to be privileged to connect can become the same reasons why a future interaction fails of you can’t change what’s wrong with you I think so long as I’m honest recognize what I looked like and sounded like lost approvals meant means to not make mistakes do better and accept all pages made and criticism and quality and what that mean for said about me personally.

So no the solution isn’t to improve or work hard accuse anyone of being at fault I think for many years I was allowed to be myself, with a few slip ups complaining that made me look bad. Never explained for breakups. The goal is to get to a place that reflects on how hard I worked that I was loved, made efforts to be social, and was never someone mean to anyone gang or not money drugs etc judgmental or forced to stay up late the issue the issue I learned was that it was okay for him to drive to my car instead of me and for a go to watch us speeding by, and think too hard about why I was pulled over when make fun of my CHP beliefs accuse me of my car my cleanliness or value as being offensive something people can tell looking at my car means something is wrong with me. I just have to do my best not take for granted the moments I was shouted at not be the kind of person corrected or accuse me of complaining or getting a new car I don’t deserve that doesnt solve the problem of bullying. I don’t fight it’s my goal to be liked presentable not to be offensive or stand out not recognize what’s wrong with me not looking up or waiting until a car passes I think I’m like anyone shouted out hurt by accept that interaction as meaning I should improve not piss anyone off or any accent or car type focus on what’s wrong with me explains why hospital sometimes I feel like placement or not feeling well means I’m sicker than I am and think viewing me as a patient or on meds in treatment becomes something about me affecting my performance or criticize meds or disclosure I’m sure that my voice is not offensive and I’m sure that I’m not guilty not doing anyone and have problems related to sexuality that make me unfit or use the word schizophrenia to accuse me of passing disease or not having value you accuse as not coming from me declare me disabled isn’t about how a doctor handles what’s wrong with me or how I’m interpreted looking at me, or why meds in common to a disclosed jail survivor means I don’t have to work hard to be social and talk to people, make fun of the guy who is openly psychotic demanding cigarettes from me accuse me of being bossed or not buying enough cigarettes to accommodate someone that she talks to but be concerned about why we don’t talk.

And also please don’t make fun of when I finally sat down to watch TV and picked a tech show that was scary and too sexual for treatment turned it off and called Netflix to complain about the content notifying then that I’m a big website made at home and introduced myself in way with a clear mind that was informative of a general concern not make fun of important calls made however few accuse me not getting the issues or selecting things wrong drawn to a selection inappropriate to watch with patients.

It was in treatment I learned of different rappers and he pointed out that the girl on his music video was his girlfriend. And didn’t write down the band name. But inspired the song hotel on repeat on the radio when I was crying driving on the freeway sad I had not yet connected with anyone, I did make every effort to date ask Mom for approval lucky to be treated as normal I’m sad if I stopped dating because bad things were happening I didn’t want to be punished for their timing as mine if it’s preferred that I addressed it to show how I care instead of judge me as being well or enjoying life unaffected as privilege view anyone’s love or like for me or mood tell me what’s okay or not okay it just means to stay home not be criticized as having choices to not get involved avoidant or make fun of whether I’m strong sober or loveable make fun of serious mode or their loving mode judge type of sex bond or conversation or rejections or continued conversation as something I would let end or memorialize as though these men made me feel special and if I’m not special now it’s about who I am and how I handle problems and make sure I’m not in a condition that shows I don’t recognize what I’ve done wrong or don’t listen or do things without permission or punish me for being told no and made to wait accuse me of not working hard or trying to be liked or close to house managers it’s about who I am who they are listening not make fun of every moment I’m dramatic or tired or pushed of my life is difficult it’s not because of anyone special being hard on me it’s about why am I not special and what makes me not cool or hard earned rules preferences leeway talking on phone mean about me being somewhere I’m not working hard to belong be allowed to live there work and attend everything the lesson on being sober off meds is to be a good example be appreciative of socialization I think relapse or not attending meetings made life harder more difficult than necessary and I’m sure I’m not making my life worse to affect anyone or not cautious about moments I failed to perform or look bad explain how criticism hurts is about being helped and it being okay for people to diagnose you help you and make fun of your outbursts focus voices prevention …. I made the effort I now accept cannot be helped means to appreciate when I could be helped and learn how open discussions online or accept being told what’s wrong with me and don’t argue and also not worsen street bullying to mean I should respond or be strong enough to handle things not a big deal make fun of me asserting I’m smart and crashing my car and him saying that’s your fault to memorialize what happens to my head if I fight back and lose to bullying anyways.

If it’s too much for me I think making clear what the issues are without blaming anyone is the solution and in reflection of losses by age ranges not experiment with my own sobriety or use history or experience as recovering from something I clearly did not function and was not smart and disappointed everyone. There’s so much about life to focus on I think spending a day writing about a the ways I’ve failed or disappointed or been criticized aren’t facts about me passed around or everyone talking minus me about why I’m not on a team and I have nobody to present to or make fun of my correspondence as not handling myself professionally lying by paid for company type consider a group of people discussing my condition and progress and having done my best make fun of me not keeping it together make fun of telling me no and making me wait, I know what’s wrong with me I’m not in control over what’s shocking true or my fault or sensitive about why I’m supposed to be reminded of his website taken down and figure out what was exposed or untrue about me or funeral photo disrespectful me accusatory it’s GoDaddys listed violations, I do view people as innocent and get that people get away with hurting me mean well and that my traumas or crying is not what people want to see or not a big deal and maybe someone telling me what’s wrong with me and being helped is making fun of me being on my own taking many weeks to figure out what’s wrong with me take for granted who supported me. I’m not trying to relapse or loud respect disappoint or show up worse or offensive.

Caption: (duplicate see below) This comment is to not ignore my caution or how guilt can be harmful to one’s health not be accused of being avoidant or make it okay or the solution to accuse me of being guilty of things not brought to court to accuse my suggestion for court as a gamble or mean I’m cocky or not innocent make fun of whether I’m fit for court or make fun of what I go through in difficulty however caused sometimes to illustrate in a public way I’m not controlling or responsible or destructive of my hard work. To do my best. Clearly I got sick focusing on everything that’s wrong with me which is not viewed as necessary when just expected to get well stay sober follow court orders I don’t think I’m in control instead of making fun of how I get proven wrong or what makes my words not reflective of me or used against me I just have to accept however I’m losing do my best based on whatever system is working for testing or proving my awareness for what I’ve done wrong not make fun of me criticizing how everything I’ve said recently including headings becomes something false about me view my continued education as cheap or not time consuming and judge the onset of voices or not feeling well days as disappointing or exposing people to shocking conditions of a lesser life accuse my existence or sympathy for addiction and alcoholism losses however it directly relates to me should not be about me staying up late night or on meds if what I looked like could be interpreted as something I’ve done wrong I’m sure I care to not have problems or identify with people by connections and names in a way that my focus story or significance of my experiences contributed to a loss whether everyone knows me and everyone knew me and it being unclear what’s working or what a Shorty Award represents, means in what way should I be blamed called delusional and criticize me as being somewhat lose with words or not documenting the term OJ of story on X offensive, or highlighting issues, you accuse me of placement by hospital or vigil or romantic relationships as mirroring an issue you accuse me of bringing my visitation to Neverland and positive referencing or concern for condition or report being given a gift and a card as a special treatment of me, that means I’m too late neglectful or by course notified of the term “wrongful death” and accuse me of not disclosing connection or avoidant of sharing my story consider me being somewhere I’m not supposed to be or accuse me of not being a victim and never featured in a documentary view me as targeting by race or offense or term something you’re making fun of me and Sydney surviving and working hard that a later stage of life and improvement or change in appearance is to bring back something’s I’ve said viewed as as offensive why I have no news clip or make fun of never having a moment to arrive to constantly be unfit to be places isn’t about me trying to be important gambling with being in front of professionals accuse me of being unimpressive or a joke or lying or wordy or not someone who reflects the description of what the award represents of who I help. Sometimes the lesson in never graduating never staying well or comparing myself to others and not staying well isn’t about who I am or what I deserve or what’s my fault or means a match it’s clear I’m being accused as matching easily or experiencing an interaction of acceptance I’m working hard towards to not only be careful and respectful of others mental health to also not expose others or make people vulnerable accuse me of lying to the public or advertising myself as honey to a married man have issues with representing who I am to be liked and not focus on lesser roles or places in life I’m accused of not waiting to date lucky to match worry to much about when I was approached or why is not a good time to date accuse me if not facing things I worked hard for or for there to be something wrong with me alone, disconnected from everyone, that illustrates what wellness is, means something wrongs with me, I should be lucky for those who are well, and that being alone isn’t giving up on terms or letting myself go it’s about punishing me for what I sound limbs feeling hurt by punishment and no one talking to me, and be hurt that everyone got to talk to Todd’s team except me, and I have to deal with what made me lovable then or give up now, no one’s telling me to hurt myself no one is making fun of my story or improvements as dishonest or an expression of illness accuse me of not figuring out weight loss accuse me of being high or anorexic not healthy. Life should be however it’s intended to be, please don’t make fun of why weight loss concerns people or what it represents and please don’t make fun of obesity as preferred as though I don’t care about when I’m accepted or aware of what’s wrong with me, living to extremes.