The best lessons in respect occur when peoples brave expression of emotions of viewed as necessary or a side of me provocative that show me trying to be sexy and overweight, confuse womens issues or what people think of me as related how I was ever punished and in many ways forgiven or allowed to improve even though it took years to accept someones anger as not what made me look bad or shows how I disappointed everyone who knew me or received a review of me or changed my value or stated things being wrong with me Im responsible of being outed for evidence that contributes to continue to mistake someone overcome disappoint or accept anothers expression of feeling hurt by me, and consider me struggling with something thats my fault that is bringing my whole family down that became the deciding factor or however it was determined how I was allowed to live home paid for treatment received medical care tried schizophrenia medications or to continue to harm in someone showing pictures Ive not given access to letting me know Im in danger or unaccepting of being hurt becomes how my family is exposed or humiliated alongside a daughter living in a house who has problems no one is aware of or a blogging career or writing objective whos purpose to help women or be represented by a feminine term becomes about being hurt in a way I am not deserving of connecting with women, or trusted as someone who recognizes the value of those who grow up privileged and gifted students any skill in life I can be taught or how I learn how to believe in myself, mean criticizing who I am or the women who have tried to work with me I cant afford to be helped by doesnt mean Im being helped by someone who identifies as gay helping a woman who is prejudicial to her own weight and face or cannot explain why my face looks bad in an apple photo mean there is something wrong with me I dont recognize or accuse apple of notifying everyone to not look or be an example of a person who thinks shes important but is embarrassed about how she looks a lesson on who represents who or what tells me Im unfit hard to look at or have problems that are disturbing to see in person the effect of being unimportant that lets everyone why people talk or dont talk as evidence of strength or having so much wrong with me it would be rude to not introduce myself be proud of myself or be made fun of being lucky to meet people of importance and someone who cannot accept how embarrassed people are to be represented by someone who is not put together demonstrates being proper or loved and maybe those are ways in which every photo or me no matter how true at any weight tells me I am not loved looking at my Mom or Sister or consider my suffering too depressing for my family to witness accuse me of being someone who gives up or has difficulty speaking to people she admires of high standing, again its not about being someone Im not and working hard or making mistakes past being told to not model that hits to the core of whats offensive not approved display of fitness let alone blame a mirror as enabling for a photo to be made Im accused of showing myself naked and obese unaccepting of what love means or how I am made to look stupid inappropriate again its not about someone loving me who reveals their face to me or different accounts forgetful of people represented by name that I should never take for granted or consider a game of disappointment or make public finally going to a hospital allowed to watch to TV or provide evidence of someone who is punished or guilty who can help themselves and has issues in life real women do important work and recognized for their honesty not viewed as an additional character I should know whether Im cool or not cool with based on what I look like or who I support, instead of making fun of me as unattractive not a ribbon winning west hollywood key granted figure recognized for her work not subjected to any crowd that cannot be trusted or explains how she can get in trouble by people who are coordinated in identify who should be punished and consider me someone who is loved respected represented featured famously on Jimmy Kimmel have anything to do with what is or is not special about me, its not about paving way for acceptance of a woman I should feel threatened by or act as though I have any idea what President Trump is going through and not able to help him or anyone based on who I am unclear in what way am I not beautiful or a porn star or respected for being liked and not date again mean about my awareness for womens issues Im accused of viewing being called rape a serious issue Im accused of contact Avenatti and being replied to and rejected by his firm sending my book or who should be credited as reaching out to a team prosecuting Trump that I mistake as seen on TV, or someone who cannot represent others be helped or aware or helped in times of crisis that serve as an example of me helping no one and being insensitive to what rape means accuse me of being loved by someone who I cant protect is accused of things in life I have no experience with in what ways Ive offended or mistaken people or had sexual experiences in life worth being sued for tell me that Im a writer or have any problems in life that means I am in a niche of smart and accomplished authors capable of winning lawsuits you accuse me of being unintelligent or intimidated or shocked to hear how someone you know you is hurt, or unable to recognize what Ive done wrong or taken personally an unwanted contact to someone I dont know to a side in life or additional victim I am in no place to get along with be forgiven or be someone who speaks to a subject that any side is cool with me Im on both sides, or my phone calls mean I can tell if somethings wrong with someone who cannot talk to me, and accuse me of being responsible for representing someone stealing funds or someone who has problems with respect in life to mean that I respected someone called a “crazy porn attorney.”