Don’t Take it the Wrong Way ….

The Radio is back as consolation for everyone’s worry recently wondering what’s going on what’s different its that I’ve been offline for a few weeks, I had attended therapy improving everything going smoothly until I got a secondary opinion and because of a wrongful diagnosis I am being treated as too mentally ill to take adderrall which is why I’m refusing care seeking new care and focusing on my health it’s clear once it’s too much on me is the humor in my head being gone or insulted like me fainting or collapsing is a joke or think I need to be watched or observed for changes to diagnose without my permission how I’m doing or where I’m headed in life.

So sometimes life is symbiotic and sometimes I’m left battling the accusation of testing my humanity or connectivity judge my words or as offended as too much and it’s not about my truth or knowing how to speak proper without specifics I’m sure there’s a way about life to which all are included improve and system of judging generations or by schools a quality about them that tells you if they’re smart or stupid on or should be off or think Geodone can reverse a deadly disease if given to me or a product of genetics again please don’t use my Fathers death or my Grandmas medical history to explain why Ukraine is gone or judge my heritage or words sounded or interpretations as not reductive of world peace and humor. Everyone deals with emergencies differently.

Remember: You say it it happens it sticks out you can’t forget you sense it it’s about politics can hear can’t hear it’s how you sound it’s how you are known it’s by who loves you it’s about your life managed by me versus my life managed by another or punishing me for being hurt or what gets done to me shocking isn’t a flagrant or inappropriate fact I’m faced with that requires adderrall and I’m a public figure and grew up knowing OJ so I feel offended that sending me to The Chief of Psychiatry who doesn’t know me is judging me by what is said without me present or hearing from me or judge voice octave or presentation in real life inappropriate or telling of a problem that exists within me that is of threat to others including my Mom let alone my Dad. Is why I’m going to stop shopping and spend $2000 or bar prep classes and sit for the bar in DC and CA or any state I can and make a year commitment to sobriety and not dating with proof of use four medication without abandoning my efforts online or my fight against gun violence or access to medical care for all and be a good shining example of recovery and mental health and pass the Bar exam on Geodone! And lose 50 lbs dieting not eating and treadmill on my own I’m smart enough to figure out weight loss.

Solution: I’m not going to talk to anyone for a year until after I take the July 2025 Bar Exam and if I have time to write everyday can write everyday to make life easy for everyone like the purpose of writing life advice for years. And publish 2 books by end of this year. Proof for adderrall not date not talk to men not make any friends not share in AA attend if I’m doing well not attend if I’m focused or going through something challenging. Stay sober.