Please ignore who had the privilege of getting to know me received replies from me continue to speak to me express love anger hate and all of the above who I never judged or ignored or ever stopped responding to. Consider everyone’s health matters I was not raised to block people or give people the solvent treatment. I was raised to see the good in others. I’m not imagining a consequence of a hate website made or can explain why I threw up white foam today overwhelmed, but I’m doing my best. Sometimes for non professionals they think they are doing a public service by disclosing what they think is wrong with me and make fun of my medical care or what keeps me well question my life as some place it doesn’t belong or anywhere better not shared among the people equally accessible to everyone or try to injure me hacking or by unwanted attentions think that voices is some human made phenomenon that you think I have no knowledge of. I think the scientific value of not allowing myself to be affected by someone hurting me because adderrall was taken away and based on the crises ongoing would be to see new care I can’t help how I look or what I sound like to anyone who thinks less of me or is punishing me for my own good telling me what I need in life as though putting me to sleep is so everyone rose feels good and it’s happy I think mistreating me as “culture shocked” or anti social requires too many public appearances and justified acceptance of my presence only if everyone improves and makes a full recovery get stronger make fun of my demeanor or my reputation try to play around with my medical conditions like my body is a joke or not care if I die or overshoot what caused a heart condition use a new high blood pressure to say something is wrong shocking about me as though life can’t support me I think life is confident and well adjusted and privileged to all the good things life was made of for all ages to accept protect and look after so I think whatever happened to me based on an issue I identified “embarrassment” is some code to say I can’t be trusted or make fun of my privacy you can’t scare me record me read me tell what I’m going to say or do you can predict me you can’t predict the future stop calling me delusional and making fun of my comprehension of suicide I’m not failing or saying self harming or having problems with voices and since no one appreciated my progress and it’s become a joke if what I sound like I didn’t make you stronger by hurting me to give you prose or purpose in life.

Please don’t search and look at a fan site using my name or accuse me of doing anything private harmful to anyone everyone’s had the same benefits of reading my blog that no one needs one on one help with and no one should blame me for any changes to their health I have never been in a fight in my life I don’t want to talk about relationships or sexuality please don’t look at me please don’t have sex with me or judge my naked body or value. #ignorehate

Please don’t accuse me of being sick or disenfranchising any minority I think the issue is that I’m a minority I don’t belong in any movement or any identity type and you keep amazed at everyone protected who survives difficulty who is allowed to be proud and get strong and you keep misidentifying me or try to punish me as though I’m someone who doesn’t fit it or doesn’t get along well with others and it’s wrong to try to change me and I give up checking a fan site or being insults or made fun of for medical treatments or conditions. I told him I’m tired I’m being taken off meds please stop messaging me I don’t have the energy right now. And he attacked me. I already talked to the police I’m not prosecuting him or threatening court I think this person is doing well gets well talking to me feels protected and isn’t anyone I would wish for difficulty or mis identification of issues whatever he says is valid I think the website naming my family is offensive to my family’s privacy and using my naked body and stating kids names is unnecessary and inappropriate to put me or my family at risk of harm it’s clear you read my blog only to benefit yourself and I have every right to file a restraining order if I cannot talk to anyone and cannot have sex I’d be in loving relationships my life is too serious and things are clearly too temperamental for me to make any mistakes I’m sorry for sounding jealous of other cultures who identify and are allowed to be loved and proud of themselves I think how I was made fun of for my sexuality is beyond truth or being humane if you can’t learn anything from me you can read something else if you think I’m stupid and delusional I can’t prove you wrong if you want to fight me you can call the police if you want to sue me you can file a lawsuit but please don’t accuse me of not being in control of what happens to me or prosecutorial marginalizing anyone else’s experiences reflects I’m not cared for I’m not loved I’ve not made any changes in life where a state of pride is accepted and I reserve the right to good court and explaining what ways am I being harmed and how I lost all my following due to blocking me and being called mean terms misunderstanding that I’m not don’t tell they seem well means I can’t help them why be offended if I’m not strong enough to help you or not strong enough to fight. I think making my head gone so I look like OJ or a crying Dad being prosecuted is whoevers dream for punishing me or putting me in jail and you know I can’t help that process or control those legal proceedings or anyone’s anger in Texas as far as I’m concerned a breakup represents allowing men to move on and do well he doesn’t seem to comprehend I’m tired or struggling and I’m not rejecting anyone I don’t love or am committed or able to love or have sex based on how difficult and serious my life is and I’m not afraid of political jokes when life is about me then I can be in the news but not as a suicide story or a court story I know better than to make mistakes in life I can’t repair or make a mistake more than once you’ve made yourselves clear stay away from everyone for the rest of my life practice no sexuality and not care if you hack Nixon me make Reagan take down jokes, shoot me make secret service jokes, change my body, use death as a pain I should suffer or be shown on my face as something scary I can’t deal with that’s my fault and continue to be made fun …. Life will never stop not being about me who am I to judge anyone else clearly my life is sad and so is disability and men pride themselves in being of value and thinking punishing me of making everyone feel raped or be disgusted with me will bring up which court house sent to or the helicopter deaths of Kobe Bryant and the President of Iran. Clearly life seems like a game that we are expected to go back to normal be shocked more so than other times connected removed beside within intrinsic internalized intestate or by funeral stalking or sticker confront whether I am someone who is who they say they are or becomes something else upon dying being put to sleep like everyone gets a life from me and keep trying to kill me or not care if I die accuse me of wrongdoing or sex assault or rape. It’s not a joke you may think my resume is a joke and you many want to see me dead small disliked in tabloids or don’t consider me a hero if I can’t win I can’t win if this means stop talking to people I won’t text anyone and that’s my loss and everyone else’s loss minding their own business trying to do well and stay well and hurting me to hurt everyone who knows me is not and simple equation of analytics you can just make happen and accuse me of saying something wrong not thoughtful.

Dear Hacker: I deleted my messenger app and will no longer take photos of meetings I’m attending you can’t screw me over make me look or sound mentally ill I don’t need a team you’re not on my team I refuse to talk to anyone for the rest of my life I’m not delusional and I don’t trust anyone. I’m not alive for you and I don’t need to take care of you or help you. I am not responsible for your hate disgust and distrust you don’t respect who I love you don’t care what things convey me don’t disrespect my emails to Brady or SCOTUS how dare you fucking treat me like a fucking black joke or Hillary deletion scam you don’t know me you don’t know code you don’t know innocence and you don’t know who’s failing and you don’t know your place!

I’m not talking to anyone deleted all my apps until my blood pressure goes down life isn’t about me going nuts talking to police accuse me of lying or not able to handle my own life negotiations or being compared to a drug addict mother of a school shooter having just left treatment for mental health issues accuse me of having unrelated problems to the present circumstances of a adult oversight caretaker being prosecuted and potentially put in jail for life because of giving a gun to his child he knew was struggling is just like me being given adderrall and taking away adderrall because I’m Jewish to stop the Jews so you stopped me with a UCLA doctor of an anti semetic Palestinian protesting school who’s ER sent me home my blood pressure was low and that’s how to stopped drinking. The joke is for me to be alone tortured make fun of voices then I text you to negotiate and your notice to me doesn’t make me a liar makes mental health a fucking joke about connect disconnect no one can kill me! I’m gonna fucking be alive for the rest of my fucking life and keep everyone fucking alive bc you called some disconnected generic fucking disease! Fuck them I filed complaints with the Board of Medicine for putting me to sleep for 2 years punishing me with a job and I had to fucking respond to shootings by trash thrown at work

PLEASE NOTE: This argument illustrates how both go back to being human unharmed.

This is what mental illness sounds like one backing down one with lost clarity (me) and solution difficult upon watching (scared) is how bullying is stopped how I’m harmed and the lesson is who should quit be removed. #scotus -And discussion of these issues with names incidents comparisons is dangerous to my health I never insulted is easy for anyone who is not me judge my survival or compare.

Sincerely, First time elevator chat confidence.