I need to take my blood pressure everyday write it down and once my blood pressure is low enough then meet her again in 2 weeks she is willing to prescribe me adderrall based on telling her exactly what I’m going through. And 3 doctors now have told me to not blog and today that it may cause high blood pressure. So that was positive having to disclose my medical history and got a yes in two weeks if my blood pressure is lowered asked to be checked at home during the appointment. This new doctor who is a mental health psychiatry specialist can monitor my behavior how I look changes personality life choices mental health in addition to my Internist who is not a psychiatrist so that either is more confident in prescribing me not worry anyone or be confused for an addict or non compliance. Things should get better here forward need to continue to take a break from blogging due to my blood pressure being too high to be prescribed adderrall right now.