When I hear the phrase think of everybody, I think the main concern is maintaining a sense of normalcy no matter how corrupt any ideas get as to how or why things occur get stirred up to the point, that anyone fails to appreciate how far we have come, everything thats been made for us moving forward to continue to do well, and not be able to step aside from issues. I never said caring was easy, its like putting yourself right in the middle of a controversy and you cant feel free of controversy until you write and explain from your point of view, why you should be allowed to be at rest, smile or take a break. As a provider of insight online, the job is very demanding you dont want to let anyone down and the analytics make it ever more important and intimidating to be careful of what you say, not burn bridges and be liked by most, nothing is automatic.

When I said this it means even if you get hurt like I did, or embarrassed and start to remove yourself from situations or people who are causing you aggravation, also dont forget that people are human, people misunderstand you, take things personally, expect more from you, these are all ways in which you can be in demand but maybe do not feel able to supply that demand. Not especially with mental health issues of having experienced bullying or voices, doesn’t really make you tougher, it just hurts your heart, I know on a bad day especially me you just want to say whatever and act like you don’t care or think it’s okay to stop caring (especially when you’re hurt you can speak but no one can hear you and no one agrees or understands you) it’s like not letting anything affect you (is some skill that I have yet to perfect or a rule that doesn’t apply to people like me). Usually it is a natural defense mechanism that doesn’t really entitle you to not care or not listen. It’s tricky to hold opinions on subjects care without putting your heart so invested in subjects that trouble you or are difficult to handle. That’s not how you get hurt by caring, it’s by what you say and how you demonstrate that care is what people appreciate whether the argument is written in favor for yourself or another, always speak naturally and be balanced no matter at what end of the spectrum you are placed value wise, professionally, reputationally, the world is a big place and while everyone may think positive of you and be excited to hear from you, writing in public subjects you to more negative voices, than I would otherwise not experience on my own, and maybe that’s just me adjusting to pressure, everyone is different. The lesson is you don’t quit no matter what. There may be obstacles and things standing in your way that tell you can’t or everybody hates me or nobody likes me or people think this now or now I can’t do this. But you can that’s all bipolar negative thinking be careful where it takes you don’t end up alone in life hurt and apart from everyone. 

Note: I can start over by writing shorter posts and concentrate on quality how it begins how it sounds how it ends make sure I’m on point. Thanks for letting me rewrite this.