After much delay since August 26, my cloudflare numbers are starting to go up, following writing 3 posts, and plan on continuing to grow my blog again, and lucky to be given a second chance to grow my website and my following, in spite of delays and public discussion of controversial subjects and traumatic incidences. I think I just want to do my best here forward to stay balance minded, and have a positive outlook, be honest, allow the days to evolve one post at a time, and do my best. I think in so many ways you can fail, if you don’t keep up with your own system of staying well, and while battling mental health doesn’t have to be an actual fight, you can always be forgiven once you resume back to a normal schedule of posting and allowing for others to be apart of your recovery.

I don’t think that recovering from mental health is something that I can do on my own. Im glad that I opened up to the public and have allowed for an audience to measure my value for me, and has been so tremendously empowering to have such big numbers on my analytics, it really makes me appreciate tech, and business, and medical care, and politics in a way, that I would not have otherwise experienced this kind of empowerment as a public speaker had I not blogged. So I am forever grateful that I am given permissions and the ability to speak to the public in a way, that’s helpful to both me, and to the public at large. I’m so happy that everyone is doing better, getting paid more, and in positive spirits with a team oriented mentality about life, names, progress, and the who’s who of news, life, suffering, trauma, crime, and in good cases celebrities, including kind reflection on the lives that have been lost, and just how precious life is and just how much everyone wants to have fun, be codey, and continue to reflect on life and death in a way that we become evermore so grateful, not combative, evermore careful, not vindictive, and evermore stronger, not weaker due to any number of losses, however long it takes for us to mourn those losses, as a public entity. These people will forever be remembered, if not through my story, through the internet online.