Being viewed in the positive is something that you earn in life, both privately and publicly. What people don’t accept about you in life, such as who I like or love Todd Spitzer, continues to be considered a delusion to love someone or like someone who on paper is viewed to not like me, or not know me, or not approve or me, or concerned about my mental health, misconstrue my compliance and openness to court and the other side to view my medical history, and not be considered someone living with mental health issues, who has not been treated, or is doing things in life wrong, that they need to be corrected or told by anyone is what is wrong with them.

Maybe the most hurtful part about life, is to work so hard and be so successful online, and to not be given a break in life, to earn an income or be paid for my services online to the public, or be credited for my solution recognized by a worldwide audience, credit that I speak in the positive, and represent myself well, my family, the case well, America well. I think what’s most hurtful is to be on so many meds, and still be treated as sick, and not be allowed to work, or be credited for finishing law school, and you know what I cant change what about life and my story or the word “OJ” tells people that Im delusional, or not intelligent, or have a poor perspective in life, or accuse me of having some genetic predisposition that worse than the average human being, accuse me of not being someone relatable or helpful, who makes people feel smarter, and better than me. The issue is not that Im offensive, and reserve every right to defend myself against the diagnosis of schizophrenia, and refuse to be called offensive or inappropriate. And if this person continues to hurt me and is offensive and inappropriate toward me I reserve every right to sue him for the damage that he has caused to my life, the resulting meds and treatment, and discrimination. Therefore it’s not my job to lose in life, or get sick, or have something be wrong with me, to make other people look good, and use me, and take from me, to accuse me of not being hurt or lying, the issue is the words that this person used, not taken seriously, and the issue is why would you blame me for being hurt, or disrespected in a way, and person communicates online to get everyone to disrespect me, or not credit me, or not see me as apart of or a hero, or source of inspiration. I think for the same reasons this person thinks he sees everything, is the same potential, and recogniztion of the environmental value of peace and prosperity and life expectancy, that all can value, instead of labeling me as someone who is old or sick or not able, or going nowhere, or should be put in jail. I don’t think anyone has the power to put me in jail, and I am making it my lifes mission to be a writer, to be paid as a writer, and to not be judged negatively by others, put down in life or given voices.