Everybody wants to be apart of the solution and to have their input be valued by me and interpreted in the positive. I don’t think that “my side” in life is taking away from other people preserving their innocence, or reading to battle me, change me, or force a side to be discussed that puts me at risk of harm. To me words are something that you walk through that affects where you end up in life. Therefore as a writer, it’s my job to speak in a way, that allows you to think for yourself, so that you end up well, and don’t have to be exposed to traumas in life, such as the kinds of traumas I have experienced in life, and be able to stay well, and not be forced to be put on medications, allowed to experience a range of emotions in life.

I think that people are very experimental with things in life, sometimes working out for people, and sometimes working against them in life, let’s say if I get sick or end up in the hospital, have meds taken away, that becomes a down that others fighting me don’t want to be responsible for, in the event Im pushed too hard or given a hard time and get sick, or commit suicide, Im sure is no ones argued intent, and the likelihood is that people want to keep things friendly on my blog, and at some point be given permissions, to go against me, or view me poorly, be ignored by me, not approve of me, or make life issues their problem with me, in terms of racism, movements, shootings, entertainment, trends, billionaires, politics, books, writing, news, you name it.

There is a whole ecosystem of people just trying to stay well, who don’t have the time to lose focus or pay attention to someone who is being used in the negative, doesn’t really explain for any movie or song or content you think is about me, I’m not hearing or reading into life in a way that its all about me, or not about me, or all against me, or all about someone else’s take in life.

Ultimately its about what’s a big deal to me, or to everyone, and the constant pressure of being viewed harshly, in response to my cares, or overly critical of talking to the police, or calling Georgia. I think I handle serious crimes intelligently and do make the effort to speak to officials to update them on my progress, ask good questions, and be given permissions to help, not be punished, or allow for anyone else to try to punish me, or have me end up worse off. As far as Im concerned, a goal will happen for me if its something Im focused on, deserving of, and eventually get to in life, versus if Im being hurt or getting voices, that’s another person’s goal in not stopping until I get sick, or get hurt, or produce a writing that reflects what sickness feels like, or what is can be attributed to.