I’m the kind of person who is not allowed to love, be social, express themselves in photos, be photo’d in a bikini or sexy clothing, or be prescribed a medication I need to function. Life isn’t about aging and being too old for marriage, dating, or give birth be viewed as the fertile likesble human being that you are. It’s about how many years of intense treatment is required to see results physically and mentally that “the public” approves of or a body of decision makers in communication with my Judge. I think the purpose of me being serious online is not because I’m incapable of living a simpler life not mention or mention take risks accuse me of not being professional or a good decision maker it’s about what is the push for accusing me of sickness or see me bent out of shape judge me in the negative. I have zero prejudice toward any group in society clearly I don’t belong anywhere nor can I get legal support for things I go through mentally that only I can fix or explain to others be helped with. What you can’t be helped with is dislike, bullying, negative terminology, or your story. For all the reasons you were loved and not judgmental accepting of others all of that can be changed in a second due to negativity dislike and voices. It is a serious condition that requires hard work to be viewed as stupid or the problem or a cause for violence it’s not a ridiculous assumption for me to be compared or accuse me of being maladjusted or not accepting sensitive to issue known or dislike I just think I have to do my best. Peoples issues with me are not my responsibility to correct or explain. Talking in private is not necessary if studied or viewed as stupid or unproductive again it’s not me not doing my job it’s what is causing sudden non acceptance of everything I say public or private I am good enough what’s not good enough for victims is someone who isn’t working hard to protect others and I’m not that person I’m not your code I’m not your name game I’m not your story you remember and forget and I don’t deserve to be interpreted as denouncement when I willingly tried anal sex and give blow jobs and model how dare anyone accuse me of prejudice toward gays or use a movie to beat me up accuse me of offenses I’ve not committed.