Battling voices …. A fight for peace.

Push yourself to be a better person you don’t have to be perfect. If there’s one thing I’ve learned in AA it is to work hard, forgive yourself, do what you need to do (get a court card signed), stay sober, in order to keep doing well. On the outside hospital or treatment looks like a vacation away from others. I don’t really think anyone depends on the sick or struggling and that the world is nice enough to let up and give you time to get better don’t look at self care or writing breaks in that way, that’s not how you end up worse off. No one is required to work or perform when they’re not feeling well. That’s not how how you prove or disprove mental illness. Opening up in therapy takes time never view privacy or alone time as time voluntary away from others or responsibility. Things will always work out when the time comes. No one’s been left behind or misinformed. Sometimes the best way to accept trauma are those moments when you don’t know what to do. Life’s answers aren’t handed to you good or bad to lift you back up but no one can bring you down but yourself. There’s no solution for letting go accept anger as a time in need voices or pressure as a period of worry in which solutions is expected nothing is handed to you in life whether you watch help happening or how long it takes to figure out what’s wrong or given no words to figure out what’s wrong we all start with nothing rock bottom or not. Learn to accept there are no answers that feeling of expectation is something you need to figure out on your own people don’t give up or take breaks and view that as not being in the solution. We are all capable of knowing less to not be bothered in times of need question what people mean expecting an easy way out. You can’t keep going in life if your rise or don’t symbolize what being strong means isn’t given to you in a pill or witnessed taking a pill away if you leave your mental health up to the public there’s no point in being online if you can’t be forgiven for your honesty or what you sound like upset. Know that it’s okay for me to sound wrong that’s not a secret figuring out bullying and being bullied doesn’t make my former self more capable than who I am now expect worse to happen to me. Accept the difference between honesty and giving up no one lied no one misinformed everyone can email submit reports get involved be judged study politics volunteer get sued get an attorney and be scared I don’t need to get scared or be bullied to relate to everyone whether I’m up top or Cloudflare down have faith that it takes skill to maintain and audience and therapy doesn’t delay solution the demand by voice is so apparent it takes 3 days worth of writing to grow my analytics and that’s hard work don’t be left with simple become angry or get mad when complicated no one gave you mental health issues are not contagious it’s a chemical imbalance.