Distinguishing fault. Peace and wellness. Isn’t making fun of what being alone working hard being bothered asked for things or judge a timeline of getting sick or who’s fault that is question why I need to be left alone or question what treatment means to anyone pushing me or supporting me. It’s not too late to deal with exposure blocked confronted given a hard time viewed poorly or accuse me of looking bad or not question what’s seen in private not comprehend what brings me down or how offensive it is to ask to see parts of me when I’m trying to get well. I’m not bad for blocking people cool or not cool with stuff being used your records to prove or disprove try to establish a code using your memory or forgetfulness to be figure out then injured not allowed to get well then prosecuted blamed over things look misjudge 10 years expect things instantly get things instantly back off 1 day if peace come back trying to prove irritable not sure how a bad text is made is when your not understood a side taken unknown not a public figure as prosecuted you change or sound mean and lose and if reverses from your limit saying stop of judge your emergencies or hate website expect you to sit with words to defend words considered delusion not coming from me and then re read blog posts or misunderstood apology for guilt then be prosecuted and beaten up for things that are not your fault it’s not sobriety or the writing break it’s not fighting coined in place of drinking I’m fighting voices because no one believes what I say on the end it’s irritability punished and bothering me then accusing me bothering others in the end no one can be trusted to judge me monitor me or read any texts no one is forgiving you expect everything to be right you go by definitions if you don’t want me to win recover I’m not punishing anyone all I ask is that you take things to court instead of changing my story and the meaning of my life I didn’t judge anyone I am special I am high profile I am smart I do have a medical condition I’m not screaming at anyone you misunderstand purpose or permission focused on how lawsuits happen I can’t keep track of imagery voiced anymore it’s about survival I need to be alone I can’t afford to be disabled no one stops when I say stop to laid life about who can keep going or who time is with you won’t learn about me controlling me you can cure me I’m not asking for help or solution I’m not going against the people you don’t respect calling 911 or how bullying is I’ve gone and I don’t need to relive life walking around an idiot or be hit or punished misuse intelligence against me over “irritation” be glad I care and didn’t give up. Appreciate whatever you think peace or voices mean you will never comprehend guilt prosecuting me and I will never die or commit suicide being wrong and that’s no one’s job but a government official so learn to trust not prosecute maid my head gone to make everyone right except me I’m not online to win if you want to win I can take a break need privacy or stop blogging I didn’t let anyone down it’s my code because it’s my story my writing my facts and if you want to match connect do so at your own will I’m not the one anything’s coming from so be lucky I’m not causing crime! Right! 

Peace should stay with me stop exchanging yourself to be me hurt me! Right to be alone.

Let’s agree to disagree voices no one knows me no one loves me I’m single I want to be alone for the rest of my life voices don’t care what defamation is or what’s permanent you don’t respect my non judgment voices are not cool with me cool with everyone except me forget why I’m alone or what voices say respect what I hear who I am where I’m going or what I’m reporting and you make monumental steps in life being alive and forget that u exist I never misinformed anyone if you make clear you think im trash then I wish to be alone for the rest of my life if you don’t know what sex I’d fit I don’t need to model or have sex to make thinks okay or not okay no one is abusing a system of using the word “black” or making dark web jokes in life I’m allowed to be aloe I made the world a safer place you can’t accept crime as scary and I can take a break whenever I choose to and refuse to be used abused or called trash. Again it’s not the voices I hear that don’t exist it’s where I am and what I’m doing in spite of voices to make the world a better place whether I’m known loved the code or watched or don’t matter I know how I’m loving life surviving and I’m not lying!

Accept the reality of being called mean terms. Then email and call police and write to the courts yourselves instead of hating on me!