If your losing it’s only important to keep track of why your losing especially when it comes to voices not continue to lose on issues not allowed to improve defend yourself against let any issue fly under the radar not especially in terms of losses. Sacrifice wins in life or steady progress due to misinterpretation I think anyone is capable of being convinced to not take seriously someone who is not officially famous and maybe that’s the issue not being officially known not counting website or unpaid labor and study and effort. After all that I have been through, the best way to show I’m considerate helpful of others and their limits is to be professional and able, not date, be alone I don’t think I fair well asking for help in life and maybe that’s my difficulty being a patient transition to being able to work again. Things must be going well to make changes in life is all it means should I struggle can’t set goals of move forward in life and I’m okay with things taking time needing therapy or try journaling keep track of what I can say better figure out what’s causing voices ….. be allowed to take meds focus write and contribute online be important stay important be peace oriented not devalue myself or my story keep a level head on my shoulders. I think writing keeping track of my writing and doing a better job of saving and archiving is what I’m working on recently mindful of tampering or changes I’m on WordPress figure out as much as I can on my own without being punished or injured I think I suffered enough with self harm I’d like to end that chapter in life be thanked for my honesty and contribution to the field of medicine having gone through what I went through instead of being treated as new or missing issues in life, while doing my best to clarify or speak to ways in which I have been losing if for any reason what the issue could be “lesser” treatments or viewed position in life mistaken as guilt or casual ways to do away with me make me seem small try to shrink me make me feel small or in any ways minimize who I am by mind head ego or heart I think I can only do my best. To improve and move forward.