Recently have been struggling finding my sense of inner peace. I’ve been on a steady gym routine of 30 mins treadmill and weights everyday that seems to be working for me to battle depression and feel good about myself. I finally modeled again it’s been like a year since I last tried. How I look really matters to me. I have a second job interview tomorrow, hope it goes well. 

When I think of peace I think of things working out, people being okay with you, thinking positive, people thinking positively of you, being left alone not bothered. And in a general sense happy with who you are and comfortable with yourself. Life can be difficult and so can people, I’m sure if you got voices like me you’d have to be a very patient and forgiving person too to move on. 

Being at peace to me means being happy with how I sound, how I’m writing, getting likes, moving forward all of which makes me feel good about myself reaching out online during times of need, helping others, and also being helped myself. Never give up.