I can’t keep up with court issue diagnoses illness losing dysfunction delay punishment injury death photo record life possessions conversation difficulty deal with hurtful terms accuse me of mental illness distrust me use politics or everyone compared to me or interpretation by me against me. Make fun of my life accuse me of medication dependency or accuse me of a disease or incurable condition see no medical treatment phase weight gain disfigurement or loss as sufficient to illustrate my own life what’s wrong with me force me to endure difficulty mentally separation court being ignored make fun of my health or story without limit keep calling me mentally ill or schizophrenic putting me bottoms living life not bother anyone be a source of inspiration or help appreciated change everything to disallow meds punish me mistake treatment or hard times as things wrong with me or accuse me of being important or famous continue to make a big deal over dysfunction losing argument sounding stupid how I talk about life care discontinued meds provided being strong hurt and he’s okay keep making fun of me getting sick allow me to get hurt misuse tech court emails report issue diagnoses dysfunction or difficulty staying well means making my life difficult causing me suicide be unable to help myself represent myself go to the ER treatment or meeting sufficient or good enough or any conversation or writing by me good enough to prevent a condition that doesn’t exist that accuses me of addiction or misuse or abuse or taking a med I’m accused of not needing imaging a heart condition or difficulty an explanation is expected or revisit mass shootings school shooting wear orange accuse me of giving up or sounding offensive inappropriate I think I worked hard in every way I could lose be punished face difficulty death irreversible hard continued dysfunction disability terms hurtful it’s however I look whatever they think and doesn’t make it necessary to keep writing seeing him as innocent or everyone except me decide that no exposure version of truth lawsuit issue life expectancy meds investigator phone call contact support vagina photo race issue OJ relevancy issue, my Fathers death relevant, my race relevant, accuse me of being stupid or hurtful I didn’t lie to anyone making up a way in which I’m injured refuse or discontinue to share progress involve the public or deny anyone the right to be free to think what they want be empowered by one another not be used as an example for fault or a down lowering of me max me out change me make fun of me use block or love or wellness against me distrust me compare me in the end I’m doing my best I don’t have to blog if voices are used against me or court is being used to punish me …. I reserve the right to give up the issue isn’t he’s normal and I’m sick proving I’m sick or hurtful the issue isn’t who said what no one knowing me no one knowing Todd, expect me to live life rejected or disabled or give me an incurable diagnosis or issue you force me to accept think that disability or punishment is excusable or something an attorney or system of issues to continue to punish me with ….. please respect not feeling well. Life means whatever it means to you. I’m doing my best maybe giving me incomprehensible difficulty disability that makes medical care therapy or AA too late isn’t the system of reporting or speaking I deserve to be punished for whatever the hurtful terms are …. I’m doing my best everyone is okay except for me isn’t a stage of life I’m old guilty misinterpreting calling for insult or injury love specific or devalue me by any gender issue or crime period …… if I’m giving losing to a fan site sound stupid can’t keep up with voices court or issues faced with a difficulty that makes me unfit to work attend court talk to anyone home or be seen again it’s my life my job to not bother anyone not my job to suffer be punished create difficult issues accuse me of illness prejudice bad odds bad luck misidentification confusion wants it needs insensitivity issue or symbolism or awareness for life as threat ….. I don’t need to represent anything call anyone be helped lose made sick hurt be wrong sued attend court hire an attorney disconnect me disable me hurt my memory make the issue me and ways to hurt me I’m not imagining ….. the main point is life goes on and works among people who are normal trust eachother can be helped loved given jobs loving spaces or respect progress or weight or face issues or “second chances” attend AA or know people or confuse support with shocking me calling me things shocking you call delusion if your excluding me then I’m not going to be famous work attend court discontinue talking to anyone if your making the issue of there being something wrong with me I really need to reconsider whether to blog ….. not get hurt with unlimited tries call Texas use limits or suicide or alcohol to just let anyone win hurt me let everyone see me ….. is clearly nothing I’m surviving or a hurt painful and deadly that disability is going to help or medical care can treat. I’m doing my best if I’m not involving the public stop sharing don’t fight voices made fun fighting for my life it’s not about rejecting me demoralizing me seeing two websites and ask me to leave like life is entitled to bully me reject me confuse the issue of wellness or reaction …..