I’m tired of getting hurt making fun of story make fun of what story is memorialized accuse me of fault or told something in a way that let’s me know I’m not special make fun of what’s possible not possible happening helped ignored comforted free of harm keep trying to erase my memory change me not accept known forget struggle story or hardship …. I didn’t make anything hard for anyone not allowed to be apart of no one respects anyone liking me or working hard to be loved no one cares what I believe no issue website presentative or problem solved by hurtful terms I’m not forgetful or 9/11 uninformed or respectful it’s about the meaning of my life or using my ability to hurt me give anyone permission to give up on me accuse me of being sick should know why make fun of police coming to my home clearly no explanation or effort makes sense no Instagram forgiven stolen lose track of accounts and access I worked so hard to have a job trusted discontinued calling police text worked full time there’s no excuse for being replaced being fired disabled there’s no excuse never in any way have I been disabled believed in pushed ever been recognized as being honest or hardworking make the issue disability or reason ….. I worked hard to improve I’m not reliving a system of ignoring me isn’t a lesson or reminder of what I’ve done wrong make fun of me or my timing or sobriety in the end ….. sobriety didn’t work no threat of concern keep challenging me to try hard or lose jobs be sent away ….. make my life so difficult beyond comprehension to mean I’m sick places I don’t belong.