In the end it’s not about being enamored about what’s wrong with me difficult you accuse of addiction confession or disclosure accuse me being unprofessional can’t handle or help others concerned about what makes me offensive or an addict an addiction issue home class friendship arrest threat medication joke …. It’s not about his recovered and question my disability make everything about me being something I’m not or rejecting or being hurt and punished like it’s nobody deal in the end …. There’s nothing wrong with my story my life Twitter or status existence explains a threat or report mistake a drawing as being attacked should know why make fun of scaring me to death memory loss make fun of what I remember and accuse me of lying or being a drug addict a rape touch race joke …. If I can’t handle accusation I didn’t lie if I was loved scared to death that’s not his fault in the end life isn’t about making fun of my story being strong able to escape potential a threat make a report or not be in the paper for victimization or any period in time …. I’m sad about how many ways I took meds without judgment how many ways judged my 2009 or what that means continue to tell me no stop anytime well ignored made to wait continue to use court or issue period about my life being handled by others you accuse me of being helped and not cool make fun of my discomfort size obesity or lack of taking reading writing book study step work isn’t about a difficulty no one else can handle situate me separately continue to make the issue of comparing me or something being wrong and accuse me of being what’s wrong or not focused disciplined if I’m doing my best …. I can only do as much as possible if that’s not consisted necessary or hard work my limits giving up moving or not doing well it’s not the location or person or being punished for outbursts about me losing in life being unimpressive delusional managing difficulty working hard make secret everyone talking except to me make fun of what I sound like if it’s an issue it’s an issue if I’m helped m helped if it’s a story what’s the nightmare if I’m old what should take 4-7 years to recover from, it’s an argument innocence constantly delete my side or what I looked at let court win and continue to give me a hard time lose data save a text or reply blame alcohol or letting whoever win let go of a suicide attempt continue to make a secret big deal about my life or health wonder what takes too long think calling me mentally ill or mentioned him as threat is how to make me lose excuse fan site or reason for condemnation at whatever point people are done don’t care no writing works convinced don’t care what hurts me it doesn’t matter the issue or argument hacking downloading changing deleting make politician diplomacy jokes why accuse me of having the power to help witness people phone sexing me not get how seeing my vagina hurts me putting down so far in life make everyone see not get how that hurts me ….. it’s my brain and my head maybe that’s a joke him hurting me me improving him improving not let up or errors I’m aware of he’s convinced he’s innocent loving smart valued used by voices reinforce or make happen an issue that’s okay I did my best. I’m sorry if hurting me can’t solve problems you suggest a more professional body or state is equipped to study me analyze me to figure out my innocence or what’s wrong with me. I can be alone knowing me no timeline story disability breakup self harm means anything to anyone period ….