No one accepts a new condition “voices” nothing explains or represents who’s hurting me or why I self harmed injure myself almost crack my skull the wall broke in lucky old house accuse me of trying to kill myself. If that’s the story to go by voices self harm no recovery no treatment helped no explanation no movie recording of self harm doesn’t make me scary or lose love or get punished searched ….. I think if you make fun of my record or which courthouse want to I’m too late to be anywhere to explain anything make fun of me ….. I’m going through a lot it’s been difficult to be rejected not approved punished mistreated as hurtful or offensive expect me to move on separate me use court appearance attorney headline and excuse or provide solution or necessary to cause me losses not be loved make fun of my focus being rejected self harming suddenly get me wrong supported …. Nothing prevents voices no messaging works no job works no identity theft works no website works no system of cool not cool works no photo works no struggle works no difficulty works no time away from blogging works I’m not fighting the people an appeal joke or OJ Simpson case imagined challenged managed by everyone except me make fun of me separate me. I worked hard I’m not special I’m too late hurt no ones proud of me I focused on myself aware of issues no job is defense no wellness is defense no ER visit works why should anyone care if I’m unstable connect blame me make mom jokes spiritual jokes age jokes of you don’t want my life to work out then my life didn’t work out and I’m older now if your using lawsuit or harm to ruin my life again keep excusing voices or making fun of him sounding smart while calling me stupid I think everyone got what they wanted making me look bad accuse me of disability or attacked make the issue diagnosis or voices I did my best ….. I don’t need anyone’s help everyone’s okay minus me I didn’t lie or say anything wrong make my instagram guilty no one accepted my odds continue to force me to write present emergencies chaos isolate me make fun of me not knowing what to do ….

I’m not mishandling information public a preference enthusiasm kindness celebrity joke I try hard for everyone …. I’m not fighting the public capable of preventing jail be disconnected called delusional bullied worse off expect to appear in court make it okay for anyone to decide to hurt me I didn’t disobey court orders you deleted everything once and my Twitter faced punishment I made an effort to blog again helpful told to do other things after being hurt made naked upon graduation …. No time period or life so short to accuse me of being too late or guilt or make anyone look bad or punish me for him ….. I’m not contesting how blogging and school didn’t occur at the same time took my Twitter down ….. I’m tired of being treated continue to face disability alone time make fun of moving home seeing my boyfriend less accuse me of being disabled and it’s my fault I think you forgot my entire life story and changed everything to mean something else and I’m sorry for whatever reasons anyone decides to use the people against me delete everything make fun of my story or writing composition …. I don’t think changing me to not able to write speak clearly means I’m fraud or short award unnecessary …..