No one knows me no one trusts me no one is empowered by me no one needs me no one cares if hurt no one can help me no one values me no one cares what my system is no one can help me no one knows what the reality is is of everyone positive no one cares to defend let happen ruin my life cause suicide accuse me of being at fault use my analysis to injure me misinterpret life to intimidate me question my truth or how I’m hurt isn’t me I’m denial bombarded with rejection ways I’m told I’m mentally ill not apart of or make fun of talking to a DA for 4 yrs in the end no one loves me nothing is good enough no effort matters no care attention to news helpful no story knowledge of me or who I am makes me responsible no text random ways to make my head gone make fun of me after Invega not handling live unprescribed take for granted improvement happy or excited to see me family accuse me of giving up or not trying hard at home a loser or dysfunctional or offensive to my community or at a bottom that doesn’t belong in a home use any photo or website as something bad happening to me make light property jokes …. I think the best to solve voices or me responding to constant upset worry etc is to be alone I think the best to help prevent a shooting is to work hard be alone not lose let anything to blame me misinterpret crying or effort as forgetful …. In the end there is no justice when you don’t care who I am keep punishing me or let me get hurt use others peoples texts to punish me it’s not what I’m offended by or the person or relapse that’s identified as me being punished out my fault …. Nor does putting me at bottoms making fun of me or interaction with police not serious enough of a threat to not mistake me connection living arrangement court etc do a justice to help everyone I think backing off is the solution work hard if it’s not good enough get sick do my best to stay well if nothings good enough it’s not about rushing me exposing me hurting me seeing me make fun of seeing me and giving me voices and a heart condition mean I’m refusing unprofessional living life hurt and punishing me for being hurt disregard my story photos medical history flyer campaign singing book or communication with SCOTUS as good enough keep isolating me I’m not calling 911 going to the ER or in AA a vagina police report head hitting joke … instead of making me go nuts and making fun of me why not accept they’re okay unharmed keep calling me mentally ill accuse me of not taking meds having some reversible condition by writing it Geodone make my life sound easy or uninspiring I’m not bothering anyone old or young if we’ve come up far too many people are proud survived hospital or weren’t brought to court …. Doesn’t mean I can handle court it’s not the public who needs to see me mentally ill to destroy my life ruin my life a solution …. I give up based on continuing to get hurt court isn’t the solution nor treatment sexuality photo seeing me document saving or condition respected stop calling voices delusion hallucination that meds can solve …. I’m sorry you don’t believe me I’m sorry you think I’m sick I’m sorry no one loved me I’m sorry I was rejected I’m sorry I’m not remembered or helped I’m sorry I’m not good enough …. End of story won’t bother anyone life goes on.